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Just a chorus
You say I’ll never find a love like you
How sad that it would be if it was true
What I didn’t understand
You meant I’ll never find a man
Who loves to hurt me quite the way you do
How sad that it would be if it was true
What I didn’t understand
You meant I’ll never find a man
Who loves to hurt me quite the way you do
You're So Genius
Spoken Intro
You’re so genius!?HAHAHAHA!?
You’re so genius!?HAHAHAHA!?
AHHHHH!
Verse 1
I was with my friend,
and she shined like a star.
I don’t fucking know how quietly
a heart can turn cold.?Ahhh....)
I just started to find the words
like building blocks.
I might need a detective
to find out what this is.
(Oh, yeahhh)
Refrain
Eye contact shows what’s beneath.
I scream,
but nobody sees.
Everything moves on,
but do you hear?
?YOU’RE SO GENIUS. AHHHH!?
Verse 2
I saw my friend
who suddenly laughed.
Like someone gave water to a flower.
But another heart stayed somewhere far away.
How could anybody know what this is?
(“YOU’RE SO GENIUS!”)
Refrain
Eye contact shows what’s beneath.
I scream,
but nobody sees.
Everything moves on,
but do you hear?
?YOU’RE SO GENIUS. AHHHH!?
Chorus
You’re so genius to sleep
I saw the wind outside.
You’re so genius to sleep
I read my friend saying, “I’m fine.”
You’re so genius,
You’re so genius,,,
(I’m sorry,,,, ahhhh,,,)
Verse 3
HAHAHA,
“YOU’RE SO GENIUS!!!!”
(Sob,,,,)
AHHHHHHHHH!
Bridge
I wanna see,,,,
What’s beneath,,,,
I would call my friend into my room,,,,
She said there was something
she could never explain.
It was there,,,, it was there,,,,
(Ahhh,,,,)
Refrain
Eye contact shows what’s beneath.
I scream,
but nobody sees.
Everything moves on,
but do you hear?
?YOU’RE SO GENIUS. AHHHH!?
Chorus
YOU’RE SO GENIUS. AHHHH!
YOU’RE SO GENIUS. AHHHH!
YOU’RE SO GENIUS. AHHHH!
(Where did her flower go?)
YOU’RE SO GENIUS. AHHHH!
YOU’RE SO GENIUS. AHHHH!
YOU’RE SO GENIUS. AHHHH!
Where’s the friend I used to know?
SO GENIUS,,,,
SO GENIUS,,,,
(I’m sorry that I couldn’t be of any help)
You’re so genius!?HAHAHAHA!?
You’re so genius!?HAHAHAHA!?
AHHHHH!
Verse 1
I was with my friend,
and she shined like a star.
I don’t fucking know how quietly
a heart can turn cold.?Ahhh....)
I just started to find the words
like building blocks.
I might need a detective
to find out what this is.
(Oh, yeahhh)
Refrain
Eye contact shows what’s beneath.
I scream,
but nobody sees.
Everything moves on,
but do you hear?
?YOU’RE SO GENIUS. AHHHH!?
Verse 2
I saw my friend
who suddenly laughed.
Like someone gave water to a flower.
But another heart stayed somewhere far away.
How could anybody know what this is?
(“YOU’RE SO GENIUS!”)
Refrain
Eye contact shows what’s beneath.
I scream,
but nobody sees.
Everything moves on,
but do you hear?
?YOU’RE SO GENIUS. AHHHH!?
Chorus
You’re so genius to sleep
I saw the wind outside.
You’re so genius to sleep
I read my friend saying, “I’m fine.”
You’re so genius,
You’re so genius,,,
(I’m sorry,,,, ahhhh,,,)
Verse 3
HAHAHA,
“YOU’RE SO GENIUS!!!!”
(Sob,,,,)
AHHHHHHHHH!
Bridge
I wanna see,,,,
What’s beneath,,,,
I would call my friend into my room,,,,
She said there was something
she could never explain.
It was there,,,, it was there,,,,
(Ahhh,,,,)
Refrain
Eye contact shows what’s beneath.
I scream,
but nobody sees.
Everything moves on,
but do you hear?
?YOU’RE SO GENIUS. AHHHH!?
Chorus
YOU’RE SO GENIUS. AHHHH!
YOU’RE SO GENIUS. AHHHH!
YOU’RE SO GENIUS. AHHHH!
(Where did her flower go?)
YOU’RE SO GENIUS. AHHHH!
YOU’RE SO GENIUS. AHHHH!
YOU’RE SO GENIUS. AHHHH!
Where’s the friend I used to know?
SO GENIUS,,,,
SO GENIUS,,,,
(I’m sorry that I couldn’t be of any help)
I'm in the jet stream
JETSTREAM
Everybody thinks the Asphaltband should hold still.
It doesn't.
The numerics on the surface don't resolve the way they should,
A vector falls across the ridge where probability once stood.
They said the ice was just a myth,
the motion a clean equation,
I felt the rotation before the break,
the pressure in the deviation.
Restoration doesn't arrive intact,
it arrives in what you shear through.
Resilience isn't something you claim,
it's a force you learn to move through.
There was an old dream I carried longer than I should,
And one man beside me who understood.
No crowd.
No chorus.
No promise carved in stone.
Just two lives in the same direction,
making something of our own.
When the chassis bites the gravel like a loaded frequency,
A sudden fracture runs the length of the geometry.
I'm not traversing it.
I'm reading it.
The regime.
The rhythm.
The pressure underneath me.
JETSTREAM.
I read the pressure when the whole thing starts to bend.
JETSTREAM.
I know a broken vector isn't where it ends.
Forget straight kinematics,
I'll never need adjusting.
I fracture my being in time.
I throw my weight across the apex,
and I rewrite the line.
Force has a language.
Trajectory leaves proof.
I don't outrun velocity.
I make it tell the truth.
They call it reckless when a man won't stay in line,
But they never stood that close
when the chromatic light hit mine.
They never felt that split-second clarity in the break,
When the self gets cut apart
and the patterns wake.
That spin across the warning surface,
That ain't humor.
That's velocity.
The drone is chasing where I'm going,
My will takes the turn before I'm beholding.
"Maintain distance" ain't weakness.
It's a boundary built from torque.
A man made for the chaos doesn't brag.
He works.
And there was one who never asked me to be less,
Never needed me to make the pressure make sense.
When the old dream looked too far to reach,
He stayed beside me in the silence
and let the road teach.
Adaptation ain't surrender,
it's a harder way to war.
Timing ain't a gift,
it's what you earn when systems roar.
They paved a lane for average,
I re-cut the road in steel,
Distributed grip when the others start to hydroplane and fail.
When the chassis bites the gravel like a loaded frequency,
Sudden fracture.
No theology.
I'm not surviving it.
I'm shaping it.
The law.
The rhythm.
The hit.
The heat.
JETSTREAM.
I read the pressure when the whole thing starts to bend.
JETSTREAM.
I know a broken vector isn't where it ends.
Forget straight kinematics,
I'll never need adjusting.
I fracture my being in time.
I throw my weight across the apex,
and I rewrite the line.
Force has a language.
Trajectory leaves proof.
I don't outrun velocity.
I make it tell the truth.
Fluid...
Dispersal...
Rotation...
You don't name them.
You feel them.
You become them.
Fallen vectors...
Chassis pressure...
Sudden fractures...
You don't avoid them.
You don't explain them.
You translate them.
And sometimes the thing that keeps you moving
isn't the machine.
It's the man who stayed.
Pressure isn't always the enemy.
Sometimes...
it's the engine.
JETSTREAM.
I don't fight the current,
I negotiate the force.
JETSTREAM.
I don't follow every vector,
I decide the course.
Forget straight kinematics,
let the old geometry break.
I've spent too many years learning
what a system can take.
Force and trajectory.
Pressure and velocity.
No more mystery.
I know what moves me.
JETSTREAM.
Rip the signal!
JETSTREAM.
Shatter the static!
I don't outrun the velocity...
I become the velocity.
Resilience...
isn't resistance.
It's translation.
And somewhere behind the velocity,
there was an old dream
and a man who stayed.
Everybody thinks the Asphaltband should hold still.
It doesn't.
The numerics on the surface don't resolve the way they should,
A vector falls across the ridge where probability once stood.
They said the ice was just a myth,
the motion a clean equation,
I felt the rotation before the break,
the pressure in the deviation.
Restoration doesn't arrive intact,
it arrives in what you shear through.
Resilience isn't something you claim,
it's a force you learn to move through.
There was an old dream I carried longer than I should,
And one man beside me who understood.
No crowd.
No chorus.
No promise carved in stone.
Just two lives in the same direction,
making something of our own.
When the chassis bites the gravel like a loaded frequency,
A sudden fracture runs the length of the geometry.
I'm not traversing it.
I'm reading it.
The regime.
The rhythm.
The pressure underneath me.
JETSTREAM.
I read the pressure when the whole thing starts to bend.
JETSTREAM.
I know a broken vector isn't where it ends.
Forget straight kinematics,
I'll never need adjusting.
I fracture my being in time.
I throw my weight across the apex,
and I rewrite the line.
Force has a language.
Trajectory leaves proof.
I don't outrun velocity.
I make it tell the truth.
They call it reckless when a man won't stay in line,
But they never stood that close
when the chromatic light hit mine.
They never felt that split-second clarity in the break,
When the self gets cut apart
and the patterns wake.
That spin across the warning surface,
That ain't humor.
That's velocity.
The drone is chasing where I'm going,
My will takes the turn before I'm beholding.
"Maintain distance" ain't weakness.
It's a boundary built from torque.
A man made for the chaos doesn't brag.
He works.
And there was one who never asked me to be less,
Never needed me to make the pressure make sense.
When the old dream looked too far to reach,
He stayed beside me in the silence
and let the road teach.
Adaptation ain't surrender,
it's a harder way to war.
Timing ain't a gift,
it's what you earn when systems roar.
They paved a lane for average,
I re-cut the road in steel,
Distributed grip when the others start to hydroplane and fail.
When the chassis bites the gravel like a loaded frequency,
Sudden fracture.
No theology.
I'm not surviving it.
I'm shaping it.
The law.
The rhythm.
The hit.
The heat.
JETSTREAM.
I read the pressure when the whole thing starts to bend.
JETSTREAM.
I know a broken vector isn't where it ends.
Forget straight kinematics,
I'll never need adjusting.
I fracture my being in time.
I throw my weight across the apex,
and I rewrite the line.
Force has a language.
Trajectory leaves proof.
I don't outrun velocity.
I make it tell the truth.
Fluid...
Dispersal...
Rotation...
You don't name them.
You feel them.
You become them.
Fallen vectors...
Chassis pressure...
Sudden fractures...
You don't avoid them.
You don't explain them.
You translate them.
And sometimes the thing that keeps you moving
isn't the machine.
It's the man who stayed.
Pressure isn't always the enemy.
Sometimes...
it's the engine.
JETSTREAM.
I don't fight the current,
I negotiate the force.
JETSTREAM.
I don't follow every vector,
I decide the course.
Forget straight kinematics,
let the old geometry break.
I've spent too many years learning
what a system can take.
Force and trajectory.
Pressure and velocity.
No more mystery.
I know what moves me.
JETSTREAM.
Rip the signal!
JETSTREAM.
Shatter the static!
I don't outrun the velocity...
I become the velocity.
Resilience...
isn't resistance.
It's translation.
And somewhere behind the velocity,
there was an old dream
and a man who stayed.
Let It Lie
Well you can say what you want,
But nothings gonna bring me down,
Do you dream of the stars,
As you fall to the ground.
Does the night stand still,
Cause you forgot your pill,
Does it now….
Does it really mean a thing,
With all that in between,
Does it now…
Did you ever let it lie???
Excuse me for sayin’,
That I care,
There’s no words you want to hear,
What’s the point,
When you’re not here,
When I’ve triiiiiied,
So leave me as I am,
A bitter, twisted man,
& let it lie.
So you can say what you want,
But you’re never gonna break me down,
Do you dream of the stars,
As they fall through the clouds?
When you try, try, try,
But there’s no hope for you nowww,
There’s nothing left for you,
Just half the man I though that you liiiked,
Does it really mean a thing,
With all the in between,
Does it now?…,
Did you ever let it lie?
Excuse me for saying,
That I care,
Words that fade into thin air,
What’s the point,
When you’re not here,
When I’m tiiiiired,
So leave me as I am,
A bitter twisted man,
& let it lie
I wont let a song bring me down,
It was ours but it’s mine now,
So leave me as I am,
A bitter twisted man,
& let it lie.
But nothings gonna bring me down,
Do you dream of the stars,
As you fall to the ground.
Does the night stand still,
Cause you forgot your pill,
Does it now….
Does it really mean a thing,
With all that in between,
Does it now…
Did you ever let it lie???
Excuse me for sayin’,
That I care,
There’s no words you want to hear,
What’s the point,
When you’re not here,
When I’ve triiiiiied,
So leave me as I am,
A bitter, twisted man,
& let it lie.
So you can say what you want,
But you’re never gonna break me down,
Do you dream of the stars,
As they fall through the clouds?
When you try, try, try,
But there’s no hope for you nowww,
There’s nothing left for you,
Just half the man I though that you liiiked,
Does it really mean a thing,
With all the in between,
Does it now?…,
Did you ever let it lie?
Excuse me for saying,
That I care,
Words that fade into thin air,
What’s the point,
When you’re not here,
When I’m tiiiiired,
So leave me as I am,
A bitter twisted man,
& let it lie
I wont let a song bring me down,
It was ours but it’s mine now,
So leave me as I am,
A bitter twisted man,
& let it lie.
Adhoore raste
Kuch raaste the tere mere,
Kuch mod pe hum bichhad gaye,
Manzil toh saamne thi lekin,
Hum khud se hi kyun mud gaye?
Jo lafz kabhi keh na paaye,
Woh aaj hawa mein rehte hain,
Hum dono apni jagah sahi,
Bas faisle galat kehte Hain
Kuch mod pe hum bichhad gaye,
Manzil toh saamne thi lekin,
Hum khud se hi kyun mud gaye?
Jo lafz kabhi keh na paaye,
Woh aaj hawa mein rehte hain,
Hum dono apni jagah sahi,
Bas faisle galat kehte Hain
17/25
(Verse 1)
Think I better stop thinking
Of how 'bouts and what ifs
Silly dreams and fairytales
And things that don't exist
Cause I spent so much time
Just imagining my life
So I still act like 17
When I'm really 25
(Pre-Chorus)
I write beautiful songs
Give some really good advice
I praise rights and call out wrongs
God, I must seem pretty nice..
(Chorus)
Wish I'd practice what I preach, wish that I led with my head
If only I'd listen to my own damn fucking self
All of my old trophies as reminders on a shelf
Whats it like going to sleep and not dream to wake up dead?
If only I'd listen to my goddamn fucking self..
(Verse 2)
Think it's time I started burning every page
Learning what it's like to remember my real age
I used to sit down when they all got up to dance
Now I follw the beat any time I get the chance
Won't be chasing boys who don't even text back
Thinking that they're real good men
Still look at their zodiac
Look! a Taurus, again!
(Chorus)
If only I'd listen to my goddamn fucking self
If I'd practice what I preach, had my heart led by my head
All of my old trophies as reminders on a shelf
What its like going to sleep and not dream to wake up dead?
If only I'd listen to my own damn fucking self
Think I better stop thinking
Of how 'bouts and what ifs
Silly dreams and fairytales
And things that don't exist
Cause I spent so much time
Just imagining my life
So I still act like 17
When I'm really 25
(Pre-Chorus)
I write beautiful songs
Give some really good advice
I praise rights and call out wrongs
God, I must seem pretty nice..
(Chorus)
Wish I'd practice what I preach, wish that I led with my head
If only I'd listen to my own damn fucking self
All of my old trophies as reminders on a shelf
Whats it like going to sleep and not dream to wake up dead?
If only I'd listen to my goddamn fucking self..
(Verse 2)
Think it's time I started burning every page
Learning what it's like to remember my real age
I used to sit down when they all got up to dance
Now I follw the beat any time I get the chance
Won't be chasing boys who don't even text back
Thinking that they're real good men
Still look at their zodiac
Look! a Taurus, again!
(Chorus)
If only I'd listen to my goddamn fucking self
If I'd practice what I preach, had my heart led by my head
All of my old trophies as reminders on a shelf
What its like going to sleep and not dream to wake up dead?
If only I'd listen to my own damn fucking self
"Why?"
“Why?”
Words by Kerry Mark Blackman
You told me that you loved me
But that was all a lie
I could cry
Say bye-bye
Want to die
Or just shrug-it off
With a yawn and a sigh
Or I could try
To reclaim that high
Or even vie
To get my piece of the pie
But then I ask myself
With you?
Why even try?
© 2026 Kerry Mark Blackman. All Rights Reserved.
Words by Kerry Mark Blackman
You told me that you loved me
But that was all a lie
I could cry
Say bye-bye
Want to die
Or just shrug-it off
With a yawn and a sigh
Or I could try
To reclaim that high
Or even vie
To get my piece of the pie
But then I ask myself
With you?
Why even try?
© 2026 Kerry Mark Blackman. All Rights Reserved.
Wonder
[verse 1]
I just want to walk between the trees
To feel a gentle breeze
To sit among the works of your hand
To feel your gentle touch
I’ll never have too much
And I’ve begun to understand
[chorus 1]
And now I see
That you created me
To wonder
To wonder
Now I see
That you created me
To wonder
To wonder
[verse 2]
I just want to listen to a stream
The beauty of a sunbeam
What is man that you should care for him
To gaze into the night
Lie beneath the starlight
I’ll lift my voice to only you I’ll sing
[chorus 2]
And now I see
That you created me
To wonder
To wonder
The blessings of your grace
To turn and seek your face
To wonder
To wonder
[ending]
And now I see
That you created me
To wonder
To wonder
To wonder
I just want to walk between the trees
To feel a gentle breeze
To sit among the works of your hand
To feel your gentle touch
I’ll never have too much
And I’ve begun to understand
[chorus 1]
And now I see
That you created me
To wonder
To wonder
Now I see
That you created me
To wonder
To wonder
[verse 2]
I just want to listen to a stream
The beauty of a sunbeam
What is man that you should care for him
To gaze into the night
Lie beneath the starlight
I’ll lift my voice to only you I’ll sing
[chorus 2]
And now I see
That you created me
To wonder
To wonder
The blessings of your grace
To turn and seek your face
To wonder
To wonder
[ending]
And now I see
That you created me
To wonder
To wonder
To wonder
American Tragedy
AMERICAN TRAGEDY
Madman in the desecrated house
Infested with vindictive sick louse
Speaking only Orwellian truths
Throw the trash out in the voting booths
Cannot believe what we have become
Ashamed to admit where we are from
Masked and armed gestapo in the street
Killing innocents quite indiscreet
We can’t afford to feed the children
His business makes another billion
Laughing at the rubes behind closed door
The maggots feed at the golden store
Don’t care about the constitution
Rule of law counterrevolution
Every day all the headline news say
Think who can we screw over today
Loathes strong women, can only insult
Also, friends with child abuser cult
Pointless ill-conceived forever war
Trashing military heroes’ lore
Promises to make things affordable
Does not care if we are comfortable
Can’t afford to eat, can’t buy car gas
No empathy for the country’s mass
Throw the despicable bum away
Celebrate our Independence Day
Obsession with his name is well known
The place it deserves is a gravestone
Add tariffs here, there, and everywhere
Screw over allies, but love the bear
Chorus
What’s worse, the parasite sycophants?
Or the pathetic red elephants?
Madman in the desecrated house
Infested with vindictive sick louse
Speaking only Orwellian truths
Throw the trash out in the voting booths
Cannot believe what we have become
Ashamed to admit where we are from
Masked and armed gestapo in the street
Killing innocents quite indiscreet
We can’t afford to feed the children
His business makes another billion
Laughing at the rubes behind closed door
The maggots feed at the golden store
Don’t care about the constitution
Rule of law counterrevolution
Every day all the headline news say
Think who can we screw over today
Loathes strong women, can only insult
Also, friends with child abuser cult
Pointless ill-conceived forever war
Trashing military heroes’ lore
Promises to make things affordable
Does not care if we are comfortable
Can’t afford to eat, can’t buy car gas
No empathy for the country’s mass
Throw the despicable bum away
Celebrate our Independence Day
Obsession with his name is well known
The place it deserves is a gravestone
Add tariffs here, there, and everywhere
Screw over allies, but love the bear
Chorus
What’s worse, the parasite sycophants?
Or the pathetic red elephants?
Static Prose
Static Prose
Alternative Rock • Indie Rock • Rock
Pop . Singer-Songwriter
Static prose
There are things still left to say
Where has all the feeling gone
Is there light beneath the sound
Or do echoes carry on
Feelings rise just trying to breathe
Then dissolve inside the noise
Every silence sold away
Every wound reduced to choice
And depending on the production, it could lean toward anthemic alternative rock.
“Excerpt shown for public preview. Full lyrics are held privately.”
Alternative Rock • Indie Rock • Rock
Pop . Singer-Songwriter
Static prose
There are things still left to say
Where has all the feeling gone
Is there light beneath the sound
Or do echoes carry on
Feelings rise just trying to breathe
Then dissolve inside the noise
Every silence sold away
Every wound reduced to choice
And depending on the production, it could lean toward anthemic alternative rock.
“Excerpt shown for public preview. Full lyrics are held privately.”
Maybe I'm falling in love again
Maybe I'm Falling in Love Again
May the wind blow from your direction,
carrying your touch in it.
Maybe I'll feel that affection,
feeling your scent in the rain.
Maybe it goes like this,
maybe I'm losing all the games.
Maybe I'm smiling, but it's not the same.
And maybe I'm falling in love again,
maybe I'm falling in love again.
Praying for the sun to carry your prints in it,
asking the moon if you've ever seen him.
And maybe I'll forget everything,
but for once, I want everything:
That touch of you,
the feel of you,
the scent of you,
the thrill of you.
And maybe I'm going insane.
It's not the same.
Maybe I'm losing all the games.
Maybe I'm falling in love again,
but it's not the same.
Maybe I'm falling in love again,
but it's not the same.
You're not the same.
You're gone far away.
You were never there—
was it all in my mind again?
And maybe I'm losing all the games.
Maybe I'm falling in love again.
May the wind blow from your direction,
carrying your touch in it.
Maybe I'll feel that affection,
feeling your scent in the rain.
Maybe it goes like this,
maybe I'm losing all the games.
Maybe I'm smiling, but it's not the same.
And maybe I'm falling in love again,
maybe I'm falling in love again.
Praying for the sun to carry your prints in it,
asking the moon if you've ever seen him.
And maybe I'll forget everything,
but for once, I want everything:
That touch of you,
the feel of you,
the scent of you,
the thrill of you.
And maybe I'm going insane.
It's not the same.
Maybe I'm losing all the games.
Maybe I'm falling in love again,
but it's not the same.
Maybe I'm falling in love again,
but it's not the same.
You're not the same.
You're gone far away.
You were never there—
was it all in my mind again?
And maybe I'm losing all the games.
Maybe I'm falling in love again.
Coldest Night
[intro]
I died just a little,
That day you left.
When you told me,
We couldn't be anymore.
[Chorus]
When you, when you...
Left me on the coldest night.
How you cried over what you said.
But you left me on the coldest night,
When I needed you the most.
Couldn't hear you speak,
Over all the tears I shed.
When you left me on the coldest night,
And I. And I just let you go.
[Verse 1]
Day by day, yeah it's getting warmer.
But I still feel so cold inside.
Without you to warm my heart.
Feels like I'm stumbling round.
Got no map to find myself.
Day by day, yeah it's getting brighter,
But I still feel so dark inside.
Without you to light me up.
And it's not been any easier,
since the day...
[Chorus]
When you, when you...
Left me on the coldest night,
How you cried over what you said,
But you left me on the coldest night,
When I needed you the most.
Couldn't hear you speak,
Over all the tears I shed.
When you left me on the coldest night,
And I. And I just let you go.
I died just a little,
That day you left.
When you told me,
We couldn't be anymore.
[Chorus]
When you, when you...
Left me on the coldest night.
How you cried over what you said.
But you left me on the coldest night,
When I needed you the most.
Couldn't hear you speak,
Over all the tears I shed.
When you left me on the coldest night,
And I. And I just let you go.
[Verse 1]
Day by day, yeah it's getting warmer.
But I still feel so cold inside.
Without you to warm my heart.
Feels like I'm stumbling round.
Got no map to find myself.
Day by day, yeah it's getting brighter,
But I still feel so dark inside.
Without you to light me up.
And it's not been any easier,
since the day...
[Chorus]
When you, when you...
Left me on the coldest night,
How you cried over what you said,
But you left me on the coldest night,
When I needed you the most.
Couldn't hear you speak,
Over all the tears I shed.
When you left me on the coldest night,
And I. And I just let you go.
What You Left Behind
Verse 1
You left me when I needed you,
Left me with questions I never knew.
I waited for you, I called your name,
But nothing came back, just silence and pain.
Pre-Chorus
You told me lies I wanted to believe,
I kept asking why you had to leave.
Now I'm learning to heal what you left in me.
Chorus
You left me with lies,
You left me alone.
I spent years wondering
Why I wasn't enough.
But I'm still here,
And I'm learning to heal.
Verse 2
I used to think that I wasn't enough,
Maybe if I changed, you'd come back with love.
But now I know it wasn't my fault,
I was just a child trying to understand.
Bridge
Some days it hurts, some days I'm okay,
Some memories still won't fade away.
But I'm letting go of what I can't change,
Learning to love myself through all the pain.
Final Chorus
You left me with lies,
You left me alone.
But I'm finding my way,
I'm making this heart my home.
I'm still here,
And I'm learning to heal.
You left me when I needed you,
Left me with questions I never knew.
I waited for you, I called your name,
But nothing came back, just silence and pain.
Pre-Chorus
You told me lies I wanted to believe,
I kept asking why you had to leave.
Now I'm learning to heal what you left in me.
Chorus
You left me with lies,
You left me alone.
I spent years wondering
Why I wasn't enough.
But I'm still here,
And I'm learning to heal.
Verse 2
I used to think that I wasn't enough,
Maybe if I changed, you'd come back with love.
But now I know it wasn't my fault,
I was just a child trying to understand.
Bridge
Some days it hurts, some days I'm okay,
Some memories still won't fade away.
But I'm letting go of what I can't change,
Learning to love myself through all the pain.
Final Chorus
You left me with lies,
You left me alone.
But I'm finding my way,
I'm making this heart my home.
I'm still here,
And I'm learning to heal.
Still Trying
Verse 1
I don't know when I lost my way
Maybe it happened day by day
I kept saying I'd be fine
While something in me stayed behind
I gave my time, I gave my heart
Tried to keep it all from falling apart
Kept showing up when I was worn
Trying to build something I believed in
Pre-Chorus
I kept telling myself, “Get up”
Even when I had nothing left
I thought if I just pushed harder
Maybe things would finally make sense
Chorus
Somewhere along the way
I lost the part of me
That used to wake up every morning
Believing in what I could be
I've been trying, I swear I have
But lately I don't know how to fight
I'm not giving up on everything
I'm just tired tonight
Verse 2
There were days I gave it all
Stayed up late just to make things work
Kept believing something would change
Even when I started losing faith
I don't regret the time I gave
Or all the things I tried to save
I just wish I knew back then
How tired I'd become in the end
Pre-Chorus
Everybody says, “Keep going”
Like it's easy when you're down
But they don't hear the thoughts inside
When nobody else is around
Chorus
Somewhere along the way
I lost the part of me
That used to wake up every morning
Believing in what I could be
I've been trying, I swear I have
But lately I don't know how to fight
I'm not giving up on everything
I'm just tired tonight
Bridge
Maybe I gave too much of myself
Trying to make everything alright
Maybe somewhere in all that giving
I forgot to ask if I was alright
I don't need another answer
I don't need somebody to blame
I just need to find that little spark
That made me get up every day
Final Chorus
Somewhere along the way
I lost the part of me
But I know he's still somewhere inside
Waiting to breathe
I don't have to fix it all tonight
I don't have to know what's next
Maybe taking one slow step forward
Is enough for me right now
Outro
I don't know when I'll feel okay
But I'll take tomorrow as it comes
For tonight, I'll just be honest
I'm tired... that's all.
I don't know when I lost my way
Maybe it happened day by day
I kept saying I'd be fine
While something in me stayed behind
I gave my time, I gave my heart
Tried to keep it all from falling apart
Kept showing up when I was worn
Trying to build something I believed in
Pre-Chorus
I kept telling myself, “Get up”
Even when I had nothing left
I thought if I just pushed harder
Maybe things would finally make sense
Chorus
Somewhere along the way
I lost the part of me
That used to wake up every morning
Believing in what I could be
I've been trying, I swear I have
But lately I don't know how to fight
I'm not giving up on everything
I'm just tired tonight
Verse 2
There were days I gave it all
Stayed up late just to make things work
Kept believing something would change
Even when I started losing faith
I don't regret the time I gave
Or all the things I tried to save
I just wish I knew back then
How tired I'd become in the end
Pre-Chorus
Everybody says, “Keep going”
Like it's easy when you're down
But they don't hear the thoughts inside
When nobody else is around
Chorus
Somewhere along the way
I lost the part of me
That used to wake up every morning
Believing in what I could be
I've been trying, I swear I have
But lately I don't know how to fight
I'm not giving up on everything
I'm just tired tonight
Bridge
Maybe I gave too much of myself
Trying to make everything alright
Maybe somewhere in all that giving
I forgot to ask if I was alright
I don't need another answer
I don't need somebody to blame
I just need to find that little spark
That made me get up every day
Final Chorus
Somewhere along the way
I lost the part of me
But I know he's still somewhere inside
Waiting to breathe
I don't have to fix it all tonight
I don't have to know what's next
Maybe taking one slow step forward
Is enough for me right now
Outro
I don't know when I'll feel okay
But I'll take tomorrow as it comes
For tonight, I'll just be honest
I'm tired... that's all.
I Don’t Feel It Anymore
Verse 1
I woke up late again today
Stared at the ceiling, lost my way
Got things I know I need to do
But I can't find the strength to move
I used to wake up with a plan
Used to believe that I still could
Now I just sit here wondering
When everything got this damn hard
Pre-Chorus
I've been trying, God knows I've tried
Putting on a smile I don't feel inside
Everybody says, “Just keep going”
But what if I don't know where I'm going?
Chorus
I don't feel it anymore
That fire I had before
I keep looking for a reason
But I can't find one anymore
I'm tired of telling myself
That tomorrow's gonna change
I've been standing in the same place
Watching all my hopes fade
Verse 2
I gave it everything I had
Maybe that's why I ended up this bad
Kept pushing when I needed rest
Kept saying, “One more time, one more step”
Now the nights are getting longer
And my head won't let me sleep
I've got all these things I'm chasing
But I don't know what they mean to me
Pre-Chorus
And I hate admitting I'm this low
'Cause I don't want nobody to know
I just wish somebody could see
How hard it is to be me
Chorus
I don't feel it anymore
That fire I had before
I keep looking for a reason
But I can't find one anymore
I'm tired of telling myself
That tomorrow's gonna change
I've been standing in the same place
Watching all my hopes fade
Bridge
Maybe I'm not broken
Maybe I'm just worn down
Maybe I don't need the answers
Maybe I just need to slow down
'Cause I've been fighting with myself
For longer than I can say
And honestly, right now
I just need to find my way
Final Chorus
I don't feel it anymore
But maybe that's okay
Maybe I don't have to have it
All figured out today
I'm still here, I'm still breathing
Even underneath this weight
Maybe that's enough for now
Maybe tomorrow I'll feel okay
Outro
I don't know where I'm going
I don't know what comes next
But I'll leave the light on
And see what tomorrow brings.
I woke up late again today
Stared at the ceiling, lost my way
Got things I know I need to do
But I can't find the strength to move
I used to wake up with a plan
Used to believe that I still could
Now I just sit here wondering
When everything got this damn hard
Pre-Chorus
I've been trying, God knows I've tried
Putting on a smile I don't feel inside
Everybody says, “Just keep going”
But what if I don't know where I'm going?
Chorus
I don't feel it anymore
That fire I had before
I keep looking for a reason
But I can't find one anymore
I'm tired of telling myself
That tomorrow's gonna change
I've been standing in the same place
Watching all my hopes fade
Verse 2
I gave it everything I had
Maybe that's why I ended up this bad
Kept pushing when I needed rest
Kept saying, “One more time, one more step”
Now the nights are getting longer
And my head won't let me sleep
I've got all these things I'm chasing
But I don't know what they mean to me
Pre-Chorus
And I hate admitting I'm this low
'Cause I don't want nobody to know
I just wish somebody could see
How hard it is to be me
Chorus
I don't feel it anymore
That fire I had before
I keep looking for a reason
But I can't find one anymore
I'm tired of telling myself
That tomorrow's gonna change
I've been standing in the same place
Watching all my hopes fade
Bridge
Maybe I'm not broken
Maybe I'm just worn down
Maybe I don't need the answers
Maybe I just need to slow down
'Cause I've been fighting with myself
For longer than I can say
And honestly, right now
I just need to find my way
Final Chorus
I don't feel it anymore
But maybe that's okay
Maybe I don't have to have it
All figured out today
I'm still here, I'm still breathing
Even underneath this weight
Maybe that's enough for now
Maybe tomorrow I'll feel okay
Outro
I don't know where I'm going
I don't know what comes next
But I'll leave the light on
And see what tomorrow brings.
Old school fist new school kiss
I wanna be me but need a change
Sometimes I hit some things I miss
Taking my time gotta get this right
Old school fist with a new school kiss
My head is pulled in different directions
I know what is right and wrong
But these days the lines are so blurred
Good stay silent while the bad talk long
I wanna quit it all and start brand new
Groundhog has me stressed all day
Only sleep two hours each night
There’s got to be a better way
I know who I am but second guess
What I think and feel
Blessed life that I curse all the time
Is my heart broken or head not real
Sometimes I don’t get what you and I do
I love all people but they make me mad
Because all we do is judge and hurt
Our worlds problems make me sad
And it’s always the same
What are we to do
Head down move on
History is back now we rue
Except the haves
They just laugh and sue
Sometimes I hit some things I miss
Taking my time gotta get this right
Old school fist with a new school kiss
My head is pulled in different directions
I know what is right and wrong
But these days the lines are so blurred
Good stay silent while the bad talk long
I wanna quit it all and start brand new
Groundhog has me stressed all day
Only sleep two hours each night
There’s got to be a better way
I know who I am but second guess
What I think and feel
Blessed life that I curse all the time
Is my heart broken or head not real
Sometimes I don’t get what you and I do
I love all people but they make me mad
Because all we do is judge and hurt
Our worlds problems make me sad
And it’s always the same
What are we to do
Head down move on
History is back now we rue
Except the haves
They just laugh and sue
OVER MY HEAD
Verse 1
The way some people act and think,
Their logic drives me to the brink.
The whole damn world has lost its mind,
And common sense is hard to find.
There are kids barely fourteen,
Already taller than I’ve ever been.
Looking up at them is such a pain,
My poor damn neck won’t be the same.
Chorus
It’s over my head, over my head,
So many things I just don’t get.
It’s over my head, I’ve had my share,
Some days I’d toss it all in the air.
It’s over my head, but after all,
Being down here ain’t bad at all.
Go ahead, keep looking down on me,
You’d be surprised by what I see.
Verse 2
My feet are killing me, what a pain,
At shows and concerts, it’s all the same.
They always find a spot in front,
Like being that tall just ain’t enough.
I’m up on the tips of my toes,
Trying to catch every bit of the show.
And sixty-nine? I’ll spare you the design…
Two different heights make it hard to align.
Chorus
It’s over my head, over my head,
So many things I just don’t get.
It’s over my head, I’ve had my share,
Some days I’d toss it all in the air.
It’s over my head, but after all,
Being down here ain’t bad at all.
Go ahead, keep looking down on me,
You’d be surprised by what I see.
Verse 3
Mirrors in elevators, restrooms too,
Why are they too high for my view?
Even the toilets are way off the ground,
My boots just dangle, they don’t touch down.
One step for them means three for me,
Just keeping up takes energy.
So easy to look down on me,
When you’re built like a damn tree.
Final Chorus
It’s over my head, over my head,
So many things I just don’t get.
It’s over my head, I’ve had my share,
Some days I’d toss it all in the air.
It’s over my head, but after all,
Being down here ain’t bad at all.
Go ahead, keep looking down on me,
You’d be surprised by what I see.
Outro
You know what? Being me ain’t so bad,
Might be the best deal I ever had.
And after everything I’ve said…
Almost everything goes over my head.
© 2026 Lolie — Original Lyrics — All Rights Reserved
The way some people act and think,
Their logic drives me to the brink.
The whole damn world has lost its mind,
And common sense is hard to find.
There are kids barely fourteen,
Already taller than I’ve ever been.
Looking up at them is such a pain,
My poor damn neck won’t be the same.
Chorus
It’s over my head, over my head,
So many things I just don’t get.
It’s over my head, I’ve had my share,
Some days I’d toss it all in the air.
It’s over my head, but after all,
Being down here ain’t bad at all.
Go ahead, keep looking down on me,
You’d be surprised by what I see.
Verse 2
My feet are killing me, what a pain,
At shows and concerts, it’s all the same.
They always find a spot in front,
Like being that tall just ain’t enough.
I’m up on the tips of my toes,
Trying to catch every bit of the show.
And sixty-nine? I’ll spare you the design…
Two different heights make it hard to align.
Chorus
It’s over my head, over my head,
So many things I just don’t get.
It’s over my head, I’ve had my share,
Some days I’d toss it all in the air.
It’s over my head, but after all,
Being down here ain’t bad at all.
Go ahead, keep looking down on me,
You’d be surprised by what I see.
Verse 3
Mirrors in elevators, restrooms too,
Why are they too high for my view?
Even the toilets are way off the ground,
My boots just dangle, they don’t touch down.
One step for them means three for me,
Just keeping up takes energy.
So easy to look down on me,
When you’re built like a damn tree.
Final Chorus
It’s over my head, over my head,
So many things I just don’t get.
It’s over my head, I’ve had my share,
Some days I’d toss it all in the air.
It’s over my head, but after all,
Being down here ain’t bad at all.
Go ahead, keep looking down on me,
You’d be surprised by what I see.
Outro
You know what? Being me ain’t so bad,
Might be the best deal I ever had.
And after everything I’ve said…
Almost everything goes over my head.
© 2026 Lolie — Original Lyrics — All Rights Reserved
Big boys don't cry
(Chorus)
Mama lied
Big boys do cry
She said be a man
Big boys don't cry
Verse 1
Daddy left before I turned six
Mama did her best, never let it show
Told me to be strong for her
Said that's just how it goes
I learned to bite it down early
Learned to keep my face real still
Every time I wanted to break
I just clenched my jaw and stood still
Verse 2
Twenty years of holding steady
Twenty years of "I'm alright"
Then she passed this April
And I broke down that night
Standing at the graveside
Something cracked I can't explain
All that armor she gave me
Wasn't strong, it was just pain
Bridge
Maybe she was scared for me
Maybe that's the only way she knew
Handed down from her own mother
Some old lie passed on like it's true
I'm done carrying what she gave me
Gonna feel it, let it out
That's not weak, that's just human
That's what love is all about
Final Chorus
Mama lied
Big boys do cry
She said be a man
Guess she got it wrong
Big boys do cry
Mama lied
Big boys do cry
She said be a man
Big boys don't cry
Verse 1
Daddy left before I turned six
Mama did her best, never let it show
Told me to be strong for her
Said that's just how it goes
I learned to bite it down early
Learned to keep my face real still
Every time I wanted to break
I just clenched my jaw and stood still
Verse 2
Twenty years of holding steady
Twenty years of "I'm alright"
Then she passed this April
And I broke down that night
Standing at the graveside
Something cracked I can't explain
All that armor she gave me
Wasn't strong, it was just pain
Bridge
Maybe she was scared for me
Maybe that's the only way she knew
Handed down from her own mother
Some old lie passed on like it's true
I'm done carrying what she gave me
Gonna feel it, let it out
That's not weak, that's just human
That's what love is all about
Final Chorus
Mama lied
Big boys do cry
She said be a man
Guess she got it wrong
Big boys do cry
Forced Healing
I've been nursing the cracks
Feeling my way through the dark
Feeling my way through the pain
I don't want this heart to heal again
I've been hiding for so long
Getting used to the pain
I have always thought
I was meant to fade away
As I hold that thought
I thought I could fade into the pain
But fate had a different script for me
And somehow I'm being pushed out of the rain
I thought I could live with the pain
But healing seems to be knocking again
The dark is the place I've always felt safe
But now I'm being pushed out to face the pain
The peace, the calm, fading away
Slowly slipping out of my grasp
And all I can do
Is watch as light fills the cracks
Why can't I just stay safe?
Why do I have to leave the rain?
I'm already used to the pain
Why do i have to face it again?
Do I have to face the pain?
Do I have to smile again?
I so much want to stay in the dark
Why is the light forcing me out?
Should I just give up now?
Should I just come out to face the pain?
I don't mind hiding away
Why do I have to leave the rain?
I've been nursing the cracks
Feeling my way through the dark
Feeling my way through the pain
Should I let this heart heal again?
By Twilight
Feeling my way through the dark
Feeling my way through the pain
I don't want this heart to heal again
I've been hiding for so long
Getting used to the pain
I have always thought
I was meant to fade away
As I hold that thought
I thought I could fade into the pain
But fate had a different script for me
And somehow I'm being pushed out of the rain
I thought I could live with the pain
But healing seems to be knocking again
The dark is the place I've always felt safe
But now I'm being pushed out to face the pain
The peace, the calm, fading away
Slowly slipping out of my grasp
And all I can do
Is watch as light fills the cracks
Why can't I just stay safe?
Why do I have to leave the rain?
I'm already used to the pain
Why do i have to face it again?
Do I have to face the pain?
Do I have to smile again?
I so much want to stay in the dark
Why is the light forcing me out?
Should I just give up now?
Should I just come out to face the pain?
I don't mind hiding away
Why do I have to leave the rain?
I've been nursing the cracks
Feeling my way through the dark
Feeling my way through the pain
Should I let this heart heal again?
By Twilight
red dust on my skin
Instagram @faporti
Gmail fabatul2628@gmail.com
Cell number +52 729 848 3197
Red dust on my skin
ENGLISH
I travel through a crimson sea of empty, hollow space,
Pits of sand that someday will all cave in.
The sky is stained with poison,
Empty of stars,
Clouded like the way you love.
Like the red dust that keeps my heart alive,
I follow trails of breadcrumbs leading me to pain.
Close my eyes, and in a bath of ink I carve your name
In tiny letters.
You're only a fragment of who you could have been.
I'm a slave to your broken way of loving.
Even when you tell me you love me,
I'm no cowboy,
Roaming barren plains in search of your sun.
I wander down the shoreline looking for something worth keeping,
When I find myself down in the hole.
And maybe,
I won't regret the choices that decide the man I'll be.
No, no, no.
I'm not who I am.
I look into the mirror, lost because of you.
I don't look up at the stars,
I look around instead.
Is it the shine inside your eyes, or just the coins,
That make me feel I'm worth something?
Too much of a coward to love,
Yet brave enough to let you walk away.
I don't know what I'm searching for,
'Cause I'm where the sun begins to fade.
I'm a drifter, riding from town to town,
Like the gunslinger I pretend to be.
I've got no bullets,
No one standing by my side,
red dust on my skin
Only an old streak of luck that's slowly slipping away.
I don't drown myself in addictions,
Because I'd never grow tired of you.
Maybe
I don't know who I am,
Just another slave to your love.
I know the treasure that I'm chasing,
Because the sun has always led me there.
Slowly I drown in a sea of ink across my arm
Until you come back for my wounds.
Save me, even if you're my executioner.
In you I find the sand
And the landscape that brings me peace.
I've been waiting in this line for far too long.
Now it's only the sun and me.
Everything that once surrounded me
Has already left.
I know what I'm searching for,
Even if I don't know who I am.
Wherever you ask me to go,
You know that's where I'll be.
Where the sun burns hotter
Than the way I imagine your scent.
Gmail fabatul2628@gmail.com
Cell number +52 729 848 3197
Red dust on my skin
ENGLISH
I travel through a crimson sea of empty, hollow space,
Pits of sand that someday will all cave in.
The sky is stained with poison,
Empty of stars,
Clouded like the way you love.
Like the red dust that keeps my heart alive,
I follow trails of breadcrumbs leading me to pain.
Close my eyes, and in a bath of ink I carve your name
In tiny letters.
You're only a fragment of who you could have been.
I'm a slave to your broken way of loving.
Even when you tell me you love me,
I'm no cowboy,
Roaming barren plains in search of your sun.
I wander down the shoreline looking for something worth keeping,
When I find myself down in the hole.
And maybe,
I won't regret the choices that decide the man I'll be.
No, no, no.
I'm not who I am.
I look into the mirror, lost because of you.
I don't look up at the stars,
I look around instead.
Is it the shine inside your eyes, or just the coins,
That make me feel I'm worth something?
Too much of a coward to love,
Yet brave enough to let you walk away.
I don't know what I'm searching for,
'Cause I'm where the sun begins to fade.
I'm a drifter, riding from town to town,
Like the gunslinger I pretend to be.
I've got no bullets,
No one standing by my side,
red dust on my skin
Only an old streak of luck that's slowly slipping away.
I don't drown myself in addictions,
Because I'd never grow tired of you.
Maybe
I don't know who I am,
Just another slave to your love.
I know the treasure that I'm chasing,
Because the sun has always led me there.
Slowly I drown in a sea of ink across my arm
Until you come back for my wounds.
Save me, even if you're my executioner.
In you I find the sand
And the landscape that brings me peace.
I've been waiting in this line for far too long.
Now it's only the sun and me.
Everything that once surrounded me
Has already left.
I know what I'm searching for,
Even if I don't know who I am.
Wherever you ask me to go,
You know that's where I'll be.
Where the sun burns hotter
Than the way I imagine your scent.
Out of Touch
Monday needs to wait
As it irritates my condition
Which is missing a piece
And I want to fall
Tuesday’s even worse
It’s a blessing and a curse
My peace of mind
Is on a ledge
And my sword is double-edged
And my heart just beats right through
Oh-oh I’m out of touch
And there’s nothing much I can do
And my heart just beats right through
Oh-oh I’m running out of time
To fit the words to the rhyme
And my heart just stays in line
Wednesday sees the sun
Start to rise as one with I
It’s been a long reflection
As I head in the wrong direction
Thursday strikes a chord
There’s silver in my sword
I feel the light in my eyes
And for a while I stem the tide
And my heart just beats right through
Oh-oh I’m out of touch
And there’s nothing much I can do
And my heart just beats right through
Oh-oh I’m running out of time
To fit the words to the rhyme
And my heart just stays in line
But why?
As it irritates my condition
Which is missing a piece
And I want to fall
Tuesday’s even worse
It’s a blessing and a curse
My peace of mind
Is on a ledge
And my sword is double-edged
And my heart just beats right through
Oh-oh I’m out of touch
And there’s nothing much I can do
And my heart just beats right through
Oh-oh I’m running out of time
To fit the words to the rhyme
And my heart just stays in line
Wednesday sees the sun
Start to rise as one with I
It’s been a long reflection
As I head in the wrong direction
Thursday strikes a chord
There’s silver in my sword
I feel the light in my eyes
And for a while I stem the tide
And my heart just beats right through
Oh-oh I’m out of touch
And there’s nothing much I can do
And my heart just beats right through
Oh-oh I’m running out of time
To fit the words to the rhyme
And my heart just stays in line
But why?
Castle in the sky
Title: "Castle in the Sky"
V1:
I was walking through the quiet,
With a head full of dreams.
Then you showed up like a sunrise,
Some place I’d never seen.
You laughed like you knew the secret,
You make time stand still.
And somehow all the broken pieces
Started learning how to heal.
Chorus:
Oh,oh, you’re my castle in the sky,
When I close my eyes.
A little bit of magic,
A little bit of you and I.
Oh, oh, I don’t need forever,
I just need this moment tonight.
Cause everything feels better...
When I’m standing by your side.
V2:
We could run into the daylight,
And leave the world behind.
Make a home out of a memory,
Make a universe out of time.
I don’t know where we’re going,
But I like the way it feels.
With you the ordinary...
Feels oh so real.
Final Chorus
Oh, oh, you’re a castle in the sky,
A little dream I never want to hide.
Even if the stars fall...
I’ll always look for your light.
Oh, oh, maybe we’re just two people,
Trying to figure out this life.
But with you beside me...
Everything feels alright.
A castle in the sky.
A place where we can fly.
V1:
I was walking through the quiet,
With a head full of dreams.
Then you showed up like a sunrise,
Some place I’d never seen.
You laughed like you knew the secret,
You make time stand still.
And somehow all the broken pieces
Started learning how to heal.
Chorus:
Oh,oh, you’re my castle in the sky,
When I close my eyes.
A little bit of magic,
A little bit of you and I.
Oh, oh, I don’t need forever,
I just need this moment tonight.
Cause everything feels better...
When I’m standing by your side.
V2:
We could run into the daylight,
And leave the world behind.
Make a home out of a memory,
Make a universe out of time.
I don’t know where we’re going,
But I like the way it feels.
With you the ordinary...
Feels oh so real.
Final Chorus
Oh, oh, you’re a castle in the sky,
A little dream I never want to hide.
Even if the stars fall...
I’ll always look for your light.
Oh, oh, maybe we’re just two people,
Trying to figure out this life.
But with you beside me...
Everything feels alright.
A castle in the sky.
A place where we can fly.
Dubai
Yeah-yeah…
Golden nights…
Dubai vibes…
Oooh-oh-oh!
[Verse 1]
Champagne shining on the rooftop,
City glowing like a crown.
High heels walking through the lobby,
Everybody looking now.
Silk dresses, diamonds flashing,
Engines roaring down the lane.
Money talks in every language,
Power running through the veins.
Palm trees dancing by the ocean,
Private parties every night.
In Dubai we chase the feeling,
Living faster than the light.
[Pre-Chorus]
Gold on my wrist, stars in my eyes,
Tonight we’re touching paradise.
No limits, no fear, no goodbye,
We were born to live this life!
[Chorus]
I’m flying to Dubai!
I’m flying to Dubai!
I’m flying to Dubai!
To see the eastern sunrise high!
And show the world my name,
Like fire inside the flame.
Dubai! Dubai!
Tonight we shine above the sky!
Hey!
Money, lights, desire!
Hey!
Everything is taking us higher!
Dubai!
Oh-oh-oh-oh!
Dubai!
The city where dreams come alive!
[Verse 2]
Beautiful women dressed in silver,
Millionaires in tailored black.
Every smile looks like a secret,
Every night no turning back.
Skyline burning in the midnight,
Luxury beneath the stars.
From the desert to the penthouse,
We forget who we really are.
Fast cars waiting by the coastline,
Golden sand beneath our feet.
Every heartbeat sounds expensive,
Every kiss tastes bittersweet.
[Pre-Chorus]
Gold on my wrist, stars in my eyes,
Tonight we’re touching paradise.
No limits, no fear, no goodbye,
We were born to live this life!
[Chorus]
I’m flying to Dubai!
I’m flying to Dubai!
I’m flying to Dubai!
To see the eastern sunrise high!
And show the world my name,
Like fire inside the flame.
Dubai! Dubai!
Tonight we shine above the sky!
[Bridge]
Oooooh…
Lights reflecting in the sea…
Oooooh…
This is where we’re meant to be…
One more night, one more chance,
Everybody lost in dance!
[Final]
I’m flying to Dubai!
I’m flying to Dubai!
I’m flying to Dubai!
Where golden dreams will never die!
We came to rule the night,
To burn like city lights!
Dubai! Dubai!
Forever young beneath the sky!
Hey!
Raise your glasses high!
Hey!
Tonight we own the paradise!
Dubai!
Oh-oh-oh-oh!
Dubai!
Golden nights…
Dubai vibes…
Oooh-oh-oh!
[Verse 1]
Champagne shining on the rooftop,
City glowing like a crown.
High heels walking through the lobby,
Everybody looking now.
Silk dresses, diamonds flashing,
Engines roaring down the lane.
Money talks in every language,
Power running through the veins.
Palm trees dancing by the ocean,
Private parties every night.
In Dubai we chase the feeling,
Living faster than the light.
[Pre-Chorus]
Gold on my wrist, stars in my eyes,
Tonight we’re touching paradise.
No limits, no fear, no goodbye,
We were born to live this life!
[Chorus]
I’m flying to Dubai!
I’m flying to Dubai!
I’m flying to Dubai!
To see the eastern sunrise high!
And show the world my name,
Like fire inside the flame.
Dubai! Dubai!
Tonight we shine above the sky!
Hey!
Money, lights, desire!
Hey!
Everything is taking us higher!
Dubai!
Oh-oh-oh-oh!
Dubai!
The city where dreams come alive!
[Verse 2]
Beautiful women dressed in silver,
Millionaires in tailored black.
Every smile looks like a secret,
Every night no turning back.
Skyline burning in the midnight,
Luxury beneath the stars.
From the desert to the penthouse,
We forget who we really are.
Fast cars waiting by the coastline,
Golden sand beneath our feet.
Every heartbeat sounds expensive,
Every kiss tastes bittersweet.
[Pre-Chorus]
Gold on my wrist, stars in my eyes,
Tonight we’re touching paradise.
No limits, no fear, no goodbye,
We were born to live this life!
[Chorus]
I’m flying to Dubai!
I’m flying to Dubai!
I’m flying to Dubai!
To see the eastern sunrise high!
And show the world my name,
Like fire inside the flame.
Dubai! Dubai!
Tonight we shine above the sky!
[Bridge]
Oooooh…
Lights reflecting in the sea…
Oooooh…
This is where we’re meant to be…
One more night, one more chance,
Everybody lost in dance!
[Final]
I’m flying to Dubai!
I’m flying to Dubai!
I’m flying to Dubai!
Where golden dreams will never die!
We came to rule the night,
To burn like city lights!
Dubai! Dubai!
Forever young beneath the sky!
Hey!
Raise your glasses high!
Hey!
Tonight we own the paradise!
Dubai!
Oh-oh-oh-oh!
Dubai!
Indifferent
A ghost silhouette where the crowds begin
I've never felt like I've fit in
Never knowing where I go or what to do
Just watching the shadows changing hue
Never really feeling how we're supposed to be
Drifting like debris on a trackless sea
Wandering through life, wondering why
Under a cold, indifferent sky
​
Wondering what it all means
As the neon fades to gray
Feeling blasé
Completely unbothered
I've never felt like I've fit in
Never knowing where I go or what to do
Just watching the shadows changing hue
Never really feeling how we're supposed to be
Drifting like debris on a trackless sea
Wandering through life, wondering why
Under a cold, indifferent sky
​
Wondering what it all means
As the neon fades to gray
Feeling blasé
Completely unbothered
Childhood so fleeting
Childhood in the Wind
Verse 1
Whistle to wind, innocence white
gaze at dark see stars bright
Wishing on dreams that hang on the moon
Gather shadows, that drift through this room
Feathery childhood drift past my eyes
Hay bales and meadows, forget-me-not skies
Leaves in the air, they tumble and spin
Blossoms that dance wild nature begins
Chorus
Childhood so fleeting, dive into its dream
Watch all with wonder, where magic is seen
Daydreams and skipping, and laughter that lifts
Behind all the sorrow, I find these true gifts
Verse 2
Lost in the days, sun shining bright
Warmth in the water, cool winter nights
Shimmering promise, hope that won’t fade
climb up truth’s rope, no longer afraid
Chorus
Childhood so fleeting, dive into its dream
Watch all with wonder, where magic is seen
Daydreams and skipping, and laughter that lifts
Behind all the sorrow, I find these true gifts
Bridge
Kaleidoscope eyes view memories that fade
A childhood illusion, of mist it is made?
Can’t grasp the past, it slips through my hand
free in the wind, where dreams understand
Final Chorus
Childhood so fleeting, dive into its dream
Watch all with wonder, where magic is seen
Daydreams and skipping, and laughter that lifts
Behind all the sorrow, I now found these gifts
(c) Jackie Hird
(p) Wide Triangle Publishing Scotland
Verse 1
Whistle to wind, innocence white
gaze at dark see stars bright
Wishing on dreams that hang on the moon
Gather shadows, that drift through this room
Feathery childhood drift past my eyes
Hay bales and meadows, forget-me-not skies
Leaves in the air, they tumble and spin
Blossoms that dance wild nature begins
Chorus
Childhood so fleeting, dive into its dream
Watch all with wonder, where magic is seen
Daydreams and skipping, and laughter that lifts
Behind all the sorrow, I find these true gifts
Verse 2
Lost in the days, sun shining bright
Warmth in the water, cool winter nights
Shimmering promise, hope that won’t fade
climb up truth’s rope, no longer afraid
Chorus
Childhood so fleeting, dive into its dream
Watch all with wonder, where magic is seen
Daydreams and skipping, and laughter that lifts
Behind all the sorrow, I find these true gifts
Bridge
Kaleidoscope eyes view memories that fade
A childhood illusion, of mist it is made?
Can’t grasp the past, it slips through my hand
free in the wind, where dreams understand
Final Chorus
Childhood so fleeting, dive into its dream
Watch all with wonder, where magic is seen
Daydreams and skipping, and laughter that lifts
Behind all the sorrow, I now found these gifts
(c) Jackie Hird
(p) Wide Triangle Publishing Scotland
pleasure
verse 1
it feels like pain without reciprocal dismay
a knot that's only too tight to fray for those who bear the strength
we like to share, but not get caught in someone else's hair
we're scared that it won't last long enough for them to care
cause soon it's gonna end
refrain
so please just tell me what it is that I must owe to feel a semblance of all your daily lives
cause I seem to be locked out of a learning curve that no one even dares to talk about on the outside
verse 2
it feels like pain, a solitary confined space
a synonym for what I wear on my face
there's no such thing as strength
a whored affair with the one and only king of despair
unfair entitled roaming without a care
that soon it's gonna end
pre chorus
so please just tell me what it is that I must show to intercept the backwards wiring of my mind
cause I seem to be locked out of a learning curve that everybody doubts themselves about on the inside
chorus
cause this pleasures just a game
are you sure that you're not in pain?
the walls surround me like a maze
it's hard to find the right path to take
imprisoned in this cage
cause my pleasure feels like pain
pleasure feels like pain
pleasure feels like-
post chorus
insane on the winter
insane on the winter feeling
x8
bridge
pleasure and pain go hand in hand
id make a change if I had the chance
all thoughts must wait for someone's glance
is this a fucking snuff film or just a shitty romance?
cause I tried to fix this but it broke
my heads in bits, I've had a stroke
all feelings stem from one big joke
I'm in the audience but I'm not fucking laughing at the show
at the show
it's all for show
you're all on show
chorus
cause this pleasures just a game
(can I revert back home now)
are you sure that you're not in pain?
the walls surround me like a maze
it's hard to find the right path to take
imprisoned in this cage
cause this pleasures just in vain
(can I resist your charm now)
I know you all just fake it anyways
(how do you stay so renowned)
the walls construct two paths to take
so finally lets eradicate
our addiction to this game
cause our pleasure is just pain
outro
insane on the winter
insane on the winter feeling
insane on the the winter
(my pleasure feels like pain)
insane on the winter feeling
insane on the winter
insane on the winter feeling
insane on the the winter
(cause our pleasure is just pain)
insane on the winter feeling
insane on the winter
insane on the winter feeling
insane on the the winter
(my pleasure feels like pain)
insane on the winter feeling
insane on the winter
insane on the winter feeling
insane on the the winter
(all our pleasure is just pain)
insane on the winter feeling
it feels like pain without reciprocal dismay
a knot that's only too tight to fray for those who bear the strength
we like to share, but not get caught in someone else's hair
we're scared that it won't last long enough for them to care
cause soon it's gonna end
refrain
so please just tell me what it is that I must owe to feel a semblance of all your daily lives
cause I seem to be locked out of a learning curve that no one even dares to talk about on the outside
verse 2
it feels like pain, a solitary confined space
a synonym for what I wear on my face
there's no such thing as strength
a whored affair with the one and only king of despair
unfair entitled roaming without a care
that soon it's gonna end
pre chorus
so please just tell me what it is that I must show to intercept the backwards wiring of my mind
cause I seem to be locked out of a learning curve that everybody doubts themselves about on the inside
chorus
cause this pleasures just a game
are you sure that you're not in pain?
the walls surround me like a maze
it's hard to find the right path to take
imprisoned in this cage
cause my pleasure feels like pain
pleasure feels like pain
pleasure feels like-
post chorus
insane on the winter
insane on the winter feeling
x8
bridge
pleasure and pain go hand in hand
id make a change if I had the chance
all thoughts must wait for someone's glance
is this a fucking snuff film or just a shitty romance?
cause I tried to fix this but it broke
my heads in bits, I've had a stroke
all feelings stem from one big joke
I'm in the audience but I'm not fucking laughing at the show
at the show
it's all for show
you're all on show
chorus
cause this pleasures just a game
(can I revert back home now)
are you sure that you're not in pain?
the walls surround me like a maze
it's hard to find the right path to take
imprisoned in this cage
cause this pleasures just in vain
(can I resist your charm now)
I know you all just fake it anyways
(how do you stay so renowned)
the walls construct two paths to take
so finally lets eradicate
our addiction to this game
cause our pleasure is just pain
outro
insane on the winter
insane on the winter feeling
insane on the the winter
(my pleasure feels like pain)
insane on the winter feeling
insane on the winter
insane on the winter feeling
insane on the the winter
(cause our pleasure is just pain)
insane on the winter feeling
insane on the winter
insane on the winter feeling
insane on the the winter
(my pleasure feels like pain)
insane on the winter feeling
insane on the winter
insane on the winter feeling
insane on the the winter
(all our pleasure is just pain)
insane on the winter feeling
No Farewells
Verse 1)
I wanna sing a soul, but they need a white coat
They’re forcing a life that I didn’t promote
I’ve locked the door, it’s just me and the glass
Watching the reflection of a dream that won’t pass.
This is my final moment, let the world just stare
I’m seeking a freedom that’s thin as the air
I wanna fade, leave no shadow behind
Escape the ozone, leave the hauntings behind
(Hook)
No Farewells, No Endings.
No Farewells, No Endings.
(Verse 2)
I want to cry when everyone leaves me
But the mirror stays, it’s the only one who sees me
This is my childhood friend, my oldest face
Staying with me through every phase and place.
Such a haunting house and a room where ghosts carry me
I’m searching for a version that I’m allowed to be
No more expectations, no more heavy chains
Just the silence of night where no pressure remains.
(Hook)
No Farewells, No Endings.
No Farewells, No Endings.
No Farewells, No Endings
I wanna sing a soul, but they need a white coat
They’re forcing a life that I didn’t promote
I’ve locked the door, it’s just me and the glass
Watching the reflection of a dream that won’t pass.
This is my final moment, let the world just stare
I’m seeking a freedom that’s thin as the air
I wanna fade, leave no shadow behind
Escape the ozone, leave the hauntings behind
(Hook)
No Farewells, No Endings.
No Farewells, No Endings.
(Verse 2)
I want to cry when everyone leaves me
But the mirror stays, it’s the only one who sees me
This is my childhood friend, my oldest face
Staying with me through every phase and place.
Such a haunting house and a room where ghosts carry me
I’m searching for a version that I’m allowed to be
No more expectations, no more heavy chains
Just the silence of night where no pressure remains.
(Hook)
No Farewells, No Endings.
No Farewells, No Endings.
No Farewells, No Endings
Going on a Wing
I'm unfolding as I'm going,
and I'm going on a wing.
Like an origami plane,
that's floating on the wind
I don't stop to ask directions,
I don't stop to eat a thing.
I'm unfolding as I'm going
and I'm going on a wing
and I'm going on a wing.
Like an origami plane,
that's floating on the wind
I don't stop to ask directions,
I don't stop to eat a thing.
I'm unfolding as I'm going
and I'm going on a wing
Stay away
INTRO
Kabhi kabhi mohabbat ka matlab paana nahi hota...
Kabhi kabhi mohabbat ka matlab bachana hota hai.
Tumhe apna keh dena aasaan tha,
Tumhe apni dua bana lena mushkil hai.
Main chahta hoon tum muskuraati raho,
Aur isi khwahish ne mujhe majboor kar diya...
Ki aaj tumse mohabbat bhi karun,
Aur tumhe khud se door bhi rakhoon.
HOOK
Tum door hi rehna...
Meri chahat se, meri aadat se.
Tum door hi rehna...
Meri bechain si mohabbat se.
Main khud toh har gham seh loonga,
Par tum par koi saaya na aaye.
Main toot ke bhi jee loonga,
Par tumhara dil kabhi na toot paaye.
Tum phool si nazuk rehti ho,
Main dhoop mein jalta rehta hoon.
Tum hans kar duniya jeeti ho,
Main khud se ladta rehta hoon.
Tum door hi rehna...
Yahi meri sabse gehri mohabbat hai.
VERSE 1
Tum mili to laga jaise sookhe mausam pe baarish aayi ho,
Jaise band kitaab ke andar koi purani nazm muskurayi ho.
Tumhari baaton mein woh narmi thi jo thake hue dil ko sukoon de,
Tumhari aankhon mein woh roshni thi jo andheron ko bhi junoon de.
Main chahta tha waqt wahi thahar jaaye,
Tumhare saath har lamha sanwar jaaye.
Magar har khushi ke saath ek darr bhi chalta raha,
Ki kahin meri qismat ka bojh tum par na aa jaaye.
Isliye jab bhi tum paas aayi,
Dil ne tumhe gale lagaya,
Magar zubaan ne dheere se kaha...
Door rehna.
VERSE 2
Tum mohabbat ko khushboo samajhti ho,
Main use dua samajhta hoon.
Tum usse haasil karna chahti ho,
Main usse mehfooz rakhna chahta hoon.
Tumhara naam labon par aaye to lagta hai jaise chaand nikal aaya,
Tumhara zikr dil mein aaye to lagta hai jaise Rab nazar aaya.
Magar meri duniya mein kuch adhure safar bhi rehte hain,
Kuch zakhm rehte hain, kuch intezaar rehte hain.
Aur main nahi chahta ki meri kahani ke bojh tale,
Tumhari hansi ka ek bhi rang pheeka pade.
VERSE 3
Agar tum mere saath chalo to shayad main jeena seekh loon,
Agar tum mera haath pakdo to shayad main muskuraana seekh loon.
Magar phir ek khayal dil ko rok leta hai,
Har khwaab ko haqeeqat se pehle tok deta hai.
Ki kahin meri udaasi tumhari aadat na ban jaaye,
Kahin meri tanhaayi tumhari qismat na ban jaaye.
Tum jis roshni ki haqdaar ho,
Main us roshni ka raasta nahi.
Tum jis sukoon ki mustahiq ho,
Main us sukoon ka vaasta nahi.
VERSE 4
Isliye agar kabhi meri yaad aaye,
To mujhe baddua mat dena.
Agar meri mohabbat samajh na aaye,
To mujhe bewafa mat kehna.
Main tumse door isliye nahi hoon ki tum kam ho,
Main tumse door isliye hoon ki tum bahut zyada ho.
Tum itni khoobsurat dua ho,
Ki main tumhe apni takdeer se bachana chahta hoon.
Agar mohabbat sirf paana hoti,
To shayad main tumhe maang leta.
Magar mohabbat tumhari khushi bhi hai,
Isliye main tumhe Rab ke hawaale karta hoon.
HOOK
Tum door hi rehna...
Meri chahat se, meri aadat se.
Tum door hi rehna...
Meri bechain si mohabbat se.
Main khud toh har gham seh loonga,
Par tum par koi saaya na aaye.
Main toot ke bhi jee loonga,
Par tumhara dil kabhi na toot paaye.
Tum phool si nazuk rehti ho,
Main dhoop mein jalta rehta hoon.
Tum hans kar duniya jeeti ho,
Main khud se ladta rehta hoon.
Tum door hi rehna...
Yahi meri sabse gehri mohabbat hai.
Kabhi kabhi mohabbat ka matlab paana nahi hota...
Kabhi kabhi mohabbat ka matlab bachana hota hai.
Tumhe apna keh dena aasaan tha,
Tumhe apni dua bana lena mushkil hai.
Main chahta hoon tum muskuraati raho,
Aur isi khwahish ne mujhe majboor kar diya...
Ki aaj tumse mohabbat bhi karun,
Aur tumhe khud se door bhi rakhoon.
HOOK
Tum door hi rehna...
Meri chahat se, meri aadat se.
Tum door hi rehna...
Meri bechain si mohabbat se.
Main khud toh har gham seh loonga,
Par tum par koi saaya na aaye.
Main toot ke bhi jee loonga,
Par tumhara dil kabhi na toot paaye.
Tum phool si nazuk rehti ho,
Main dhoop mein jalta rehta hoon.
Tum hans kar duniya jeeti ho,
Main khud se ladta rehta hoon.
Tum door hi rehna...
Yahi meri sabse gehri mohabbat hai.
VERSE 1
Tum mili to laga jaise sookhe mausam pe baarish aayi ho,
Jaise band kitaab ke andar koi purani nazm muskurayi ho.
Tumhari baaton mein woh narmi thi jo thake hue dil ko sukoon de,
Tumhari aankhon mein woh roshni thi jo andheron ko bhi junoon de.
Main chahta tha waqt wahi thahar jaaye,
Tumhare saath har lamha sanwar jaaye.
Magar har khushi ke saath ek darr bhi chalta raha,
Ki kahin meri qismat ka bojh tum par na aa jaaye.
Isliye jab bhi tum paas aayi,
Dil ne tumhe gale lagaya,
Magar zubaan ne dheere se kaha...
Door rehna.
VERSE 2
Tum mohabbat ko khushboo samajhti ho,
Main use dua samajhta hoon.
Tum usse haasil karna chahti ho,
Main usse mehfooz rakhna chahta hoon.
Tumhara naam labon par aaye to lagta hai jaise chaand nikal aaya,
Tumhara zikr dil mein aaye to lagta hai jaise Rab nazar aaya.
Magar meri duniya mein kuch adhure safar bhi rehte hain,
Kuch zakhm rehte hain, kuch intezaar rehte hain.
Aur main nahi chahta ki meri kahani ke bojh tale,
Tumhari hansi ka ek bhi rang pheeka pade.
VERSE 3
Agar tum mere saath chalo to shayad main jeena seekh loon,
Agar tum mera haath pakdo to shayad main muskuraana seekh loon.
Magar phir ek khayal dil ko rok leta hai,
Har khwaab ko haqeeqat se pehle tok deta hai.
Ki kahin meri udaasi tumhari aadat na ban jaaye,
Kahin meri tanhaayi tumhari qismat na ban jaaye.
Tum jis roshni ki haqdaar ho,
Main us roshni ka raasta nahi.
Tum jis sukoon ki mustahiq ho,
Main us sukoon ka vaasta nahi.
VERSE 4
Isliye agar kabhi meri yaad aaye,
To mujhe baddua mat dena.
Agar meri mohabbat samajh na aaye,
To mujhe bewafa mat kehna.
Main tumse door isliye nahi hoon ki tum kam ho,
Main tumse door isliye hoon ki tum bahut zyada ho.
Tum itni khoobsurat dua ho,
Ki main tumhe apni takdeer se bachana chahta hoon.
Agar mohabbat sirf paana hoti,
To shayad main tumhe maang leta.
Magar mohabbat tumhari khushi bhi hai,
Isliye main tumhe Rab ke hawaale karta hoon.
HOOK
Tum door hi rehna...
Meri chahat se, meri aadat se.
Tum door hi rehna...
Meri bechain si mohabbat se.
Main khud toh har gham seh loonga,
Par tum par koi saaya na aaye.
Main toot ke bhi jee loonga,
Par tumhara dil kabhi na toot paaye.
Tum phool si nazuk rehti ho,
Main dhoop mein jalta rehta hoon.
Tum hans kar duniya jeeti ho,
Main khud se ladta rehta hoon.
Tum door hi rehna...
Yahi meri sabse gehri mohabbat hai.
Now that I can fly
Now that I can fly ,
over fields and over rivers,
I see the beauty of this earth ,
but now we are in quivers,
Our lives have changed so fast ,
I can not hear a whisper,
from those that wont stand up,
to the crooks and to the grifters,
But I believe in you ,
the good people of our nation,
to stand up for what's right ,
and send ?? to all damnation..
over fields and over rivers,
I see the beauty of this earth ,
but now we are in quivers,
Our lives have changed so fast ,
I can not hear a whisper,
from those that wont stand up,
to the crooks and to the grifters,
But I believe in you ,
the good people of our nation,
to stand up for what's right ,
and send ?? to all damnation..
Just a word, Mother
[Verse I]
Many died yesterday. Some died today.
Yet here I am waiting for tomorrow to come.
Should I be grateful?
Being alive feels like a fool.
[Chorus]
Lucky them.
They don't need to feel the pain of feeling pain.
Damn this life.
How I wish to never been born.
Then, I wouldn't be a burden.
[Verse II]
Everyday, I'm dying.
Doin' nothin'. I can't do anything.
Staring blank at the ceiling.
Haven't started yet expecting an ending.
[Chorus]
Lucky them.
They don't need to feel the pain of feeling nothing.
Lucky me. It's as if I am one of them.
Doin' nothin'. Can't do anything.
Never dead. Just felt like dying.
[Verse III]
I have a lot of things to do.
Responsibilities to face.
A lot of people I bothered.
They thought laziness consumed me.
Then, let me tell you.
[Hook]
My mother once cried to my sister.
"If you feel hurt, run to your mother."
She will do everything,
Will do anything just to comfort her.
(Does that applied to me to!?)
Will you do everything?
Just say anything, my mother.
[Chorus]
Cuz, many died yesterday.
Some while waiting a word of a mother.
Lucky them.
There's no longer need for them to feel the pain of feeling nothing.
They are already in a world full of feelings.
Lucky them.
[Pre-outro]
My mother once cried to my sister.
"Do whatever you want. Mama, will be your supporter."
(Does it applied to me too?)
Does that applied to me too!?
Mother, does your word applied to me too?
[Outro]
Cuz, I've done something you wouldn't understand.
So, I'll just wait for tomorrow to be done.
Then, I will be grateful.
Cuz, writing this song already made me a fool.
Many died yesterday. Some died today.
Yet here I am waiting for tomorrow to come.
Should I be grateful?
Being alive feels like a fool.
[Chorus]
Lucky them.
They don't need to feel the pain of feeling pain.
Damn this life.
How I wish to never been born.
Then, I wouldn't be a burden.
[Verse II]
Everyday, I'm dying.
Doin' nothin'. I can't do anything.
Staring blank at the ceiling.
Haven't started yet expecting an ending.
[Chorus]
Lucky them.
They don't need to feel the pain of feeling nothing.
Lucky me. It's as if I am one of them.
Doin' nothin'. Can't do anything.
Never dead. Just felt like dying.
[Verse III]
I have a lot of things to do.
Responsibilities to face.
A lot of people I bothered.
They thought laziness consumed me.
Then, let me tell you.
[Hook]
My mother once cried to my sister.
"If you feel hurt, run to your mother."
She will do everything,
Will do anything just to comfort her.
(Does that applied to me to!?)
Will you do everything?
Just say anything, my mother.
[Chorus]
Cuz, many died yesterday.
Some while waiting a word of a mother.
Lucky them.
There's no longer need for them to feel the pain of feeling nothing.
They are already in a world full of feelings.
Lucky them.
[Pre-outro]
My mother once cried to my sister.
"Do whatever you want. Mama, will be your supporter."
(Does it applied to me too?)
Does that applied to me too!?
Mother, does your word applied to me too?
[Outro]
Cuz, I've done something you wouldn't understand.
So, I'll just wait for tomorrow to be done.
Then, I will be grateful.
Cuz, writing this song already made me a fool.
Please let me Breathe
The last few weeks pushed me harder than I expected. A serious family crisis, legal and insurance stress, unresolved family emotions, emotional exhaustion, and then a death in my basement forced me into a place mentally and emotionally I was struggling to survive. “Please Let Me Breathe†was created from that pressure. Not fiction. Not attention seeking. Just the emotional reality of trying to hold everything together while quietly falling apart inside.
Phone lights burning in the dark
Everybody falling apart
Lawyers calling every day
Dragging all our strength away
Basement shadows still remain
Every hallway feels the pain
Trying hard to hold control
While it crushes through my soul
Every problem multiplies
Every night another fire
Please let me breathe
I cannot carry everything
Every voice inside this house
Pulling hard on me again
Please let me breathe
Before I lose myself tonight
I am so tired of surviving
Every second of this life
Then my father calls my phone
Years of silence now undone
Talking guilt and asking grace
While I am barely standing straight
Trying hard to kill the shame
Trying hard to break these chains
Trying hard to still believe
I deserve the air I breathe
Pressure pushing through my chest
Never giving me a rest
Please let me breathe
I cannot carry everything
Every voice inside this house
Pulling hard on me again
Please let me breathe
Before I lose myself tonight
I am so tired of surviving
Every second of this life
I do not need another war
I do not need another scar
I just need one moment free
From the weight collapsing me
Please let me breathe
Before the darkness pulls me down
Before the walls around this life
Finally start crashing down
Please let me breathe
I am still fighting through the pain
Still trying to protect the ones
That keep me standing through the rain
Phone lights burning in the dark
Everybody falling apart
Lawyers calling every day
Dragging all our strength away
Basement shadows still remain
Every hallway feels the pain
Trying hard to hold control
While it crushes through my soul
Every problem multiplies
Every night another fire
Please let me breathe
I cannot carry everything
Every voice inside this house
Pulling hard on me again
Please let me breathe
Before I lose myself tonight
I am so tired of surviving
Every second of this life
Then my father calls my phone
Years of silence now undone
Talking guilt and asking grace
While I am barely standing straight
Trying hard to kill the shame
Trying hard to break these chains
Trying hard to still believe
I deserve the air I breathe
Pressure pushing through my chest
Never giving me a rest
Please let me breathe
I cannot carry everything
Every voice inside this house
Pulling hard on me again
Please let me breathe
Before I lose myself tonight
I am so tired of surviving
Every second of this life
I do not need another war
I do not need another scar
I just need one moment free
From the weight collapsing me
Please let me breathe
Before the darkness pulls me down
Before the walls around this life
Finally start crashing down
Please let me breathe
I am still fighting through the pain
Still trying to protect the ones
That keep me standing through the rain
CROCODILE SMILE
VERSE 1
She walks into the room like a summer breeze
Perfume and a diamond stare
Sugar on her lips, saying all the right things
But there’s something hiding there
She laughs and everybody turns
Like a spotlight on a stage
But if you look a little closer
You can see it in her face
CHORUS
It’s a crocodile smile, shining for a while
But the eyes don’t lie, no the eyes don’t lie
She’ll pull you in close, make you feel like gold
Then leave you in the night so cold
Yeah she’ll love you, use you, leave you in denial
All the while… with a crocodile smile
VERSE 2
She’s a queen of pretty stories
Paints a picture black and white
Plays the victim, plays the hero
Depending on the night
Deals her cards like a gambler
Always keeps an ace
By the time you see the truth
She’s already gone without a trace
CHORUS
It’s a crocodile smile, shining for a while
But the eyes don’t lie, no the eyes don’t lie
She’ll pull you in close, make you feel like gold
Then leave you in the night so cold
Yeah she’ll love you, use you, leave you in denial
All the while… with a crocodile smile
BRIDGE
You can run, you can hide
But she’s always playing both sides
Sweet as honey, cold as stone
By the time you know, she’s gone
FINAL CHORUS
It’s a crocodile smile, shining for a while
But the eyes don’t lie, no the eyes don’t lie
She’ll pull you in close, make you feel like gold
Then leave you in the night so cold
Yeah she’ll love you, use you, leave you in denial
All the while… with a crocodile smile
She walks into the room like a summer breeze
Perfume and a diamond stare
Sugar on her lips, saying all the right things
But there’s something hiding there
She laughs and everybody turns
Like a spotlight on a stage
But if you look a little closer
You can see it in her face
CHORUS
It’s a crocodile smile, shining for a while
But the eyes don’t lie, no the eyes don’t lie
She’ll pull you in close, make you feel like gold
Then leave you in the night so cold
Yeah she’ll love you, use you, leave you in denial
All the while… with a crocodile smile
VERSE 2
She’s a queen of pretty stories
Paints a picture black and white
Plays the victim, plays the hero
Depending on the night
Deals her cards like a gambler
Always keeps an ace
By the time you see the truth
She’s already gone without a trace
CHORUS
It’s a crocodile smile, shining for a while
But the eyes don’t lie, no the eyes don’t lie
She’ll pull you in close, make you feel like gold
Then leave you in the night so cold
Yeah she’ll love you, use you, leave you in denial
All the while… with a crocodile smile
BRIDGE
You can run, you can hide
But she’s always playing both sides
Sweet as honey, cold as stone
By the time you know, she’s gone
FINAL CHORUS
It’s a crocodile smile, shining for a while
But the eyes don’t lie, no the eyes don’t lie
She’ll pull you in close, make you feel like gold
Then leave you in the night so cold
Yeah she’ll love you, use you, leave you in denial
All the while… with a crocodile smile
Dear Felicity
Dear Felicity, I see you in the mirror
Wearing all my shame like its designer wear
You whisper lies in sugar tones
Like you’re protecting me from being alone
You called me names I never earned
Throw matches at the bridges I’ve burned
But I know you’re just trying to cope
With stories no child should ever be told
I know you’re build from screams
Woven from silence and shattered dreams
But you don't have to bleed to feel alive
We can both learn how to survive
Felicity, its time you knew
You’re not my enemy, you’re broken too
You learned to hurt before you healed
But pains not proof that love ain’t real
Felicity, I'm holding tight
Even when you pick a fight
I see the wounds beneath your rage
We’re turning over a band new page
You say I’m nothing, just a mess
But I've walked barefoot through your emptiness
You build a fortress out of fear
But darling look! We’re still here!
You told me I'd die if I got too close
To anyone who might love me most
But hearts don’t break just ‘cause they beat
And home is found when you halt the retreat
You were a child with no escape
So you became the voice that kept me safe
But safety's not the same as peace
Lets trade the war for sweet relief
Felicity, it's time you knew
You’re not my enemy, just broken too
You learned to fight with sharpened grace
But you don’t have to hide your face
Felicity, come breathe with me
Lets rewrite our history
You don’t have to be so loud
To prove you’ve always made me proud
If love was missing, I’ll give it now
I won’t leave you - I know how
To hold your hand through every scar
You do not have to court the the dark
Felicity, come and dance with me
Lets make melody from memory
We’ve been through hell, but here the truth
I wont give up on me or you
Felicty, I see you dear
You’re voice no longer runs with fear
We’re not broken, just in bloom
Lets weave this pain into our tune
Dear Felicity, please be kind today
You don't have to push me away
The world is softer than you think
Lets take a breath
Lets sink in peace
Wearing all my shame like its designer wear
You whisper lies in sugar tones
Like you’re protecting me from being alone
You called me names I never earned
Throw matches at the bridges I’ve burned
But I know you’re just trying to cope
With stories no child should ever be told
I know you’re build from screams
Woven from silence and shattered dreams
But you don't have to bleed to feel alive
We can both learn how to survive
Felicity, its time you knew
You’re not my enemy, you’re broken too
You learned to hurt before you healed
But pains not proof that love ain’t real
Felicity, I'm holding tight
Even when you pick a fight
I see the wounds beneath your rage
We’re turning over a band new page
You say I’m nothing, just a mess
But I've walked barefoot through your emptiness
You build a fortress out of fear
But darling look! We’re still here!
You told me I'd die if I got too close
To anyone who might love me most
But hearts don’t break just ‘cause they beat
And home is found when you halt the retreat
You were a child with no escape
So you became the voice that kept me safe
But safety's not the same as peace
Lets trade the war for sweet relief
Felicity, it's time you knew
You’re not my enemy, just broken too
You learned to fight with sharpened grace
But you don’t have to hide your face
Felicity, come breathe with me
Lets rewrite our history
You don’t have to be so loud
To prove you’ve always made me proud
If love was missing, I’ll give it now
I won’t leave you - I know how
To hold your hand through every scar
You do not have to court the the dark
Felicity, come and dance with me
Lets make melody from memory
We’ve been through hell, but here the truth
I wont give up on me or you
Felicty, I see you dear
You’re voice no longer runs with fear
We’re not broken, just in bloom
Lets weave this pain into our tune
Dear Felicity, please be kind today
You don't have to push me away
The world is softer than you think
Lets take a breath
Lets sink in peace