Lyrics by Rhonda Weston
I Don’t Feel It Anymore
Verse 1
I woke up late again today
Stared at the ceiling, lost my way
Got things I know I need to do
But I can't find the strength to move
I used to wake up with a plan
Used to believe that I still could
Now I just sit here wondering
When everything got this damn hard
Pre-Chorus
I've been trying, God knows I've tried
Putting on a smile I don't feel inside
Everybody says, “Just keep going”
But what if I don't know where I'm going?
Chorus
I don't feel it anymore
That fire I had before
I keep looking for a reason
But I can't find one anymore
I'm tired of telling myself
That tomorrow's gonna change
I've been standing in the same place
Watching all my hopes fade
Verse 2
I gave it everything I had
Maybe that's why I ended up this bad
Kept pushing when I needed rest
Kept saying, “One more time, one more step”
Now the nights are getting longer
And my head won't let me sleep
I've got all these things I'm chasing
But I don't know what they mean to me
Pre-Chorus
And I hate admitting I'm this low
'Cause I don't want nobody to know
I just wish somebody could see
How hard it is to be me
Chorus
I don't feel it anymore
That fire I had before
I keep looking for a reason
But I can't find one anymore
I'm tired of telling myself
That tomorrow's gonna change
I've been standing in the same place
Watching all my hopes fade
Bridge
Maybe I'm not broken
Maybe I'm just worn down
Maybe I don't need the answers
Maybe I just need to slow down
'Cause I've been fighting with myself
For longer than I can say
And honestly, right now
I just need to find my way
Final Chorus
I don't feel it anymore
But maybe that's okay
Maybe I don't have to have it
All figured out today
I'm still here, I'm still breathing
Even underneath this weight
Maybe that's enough for now
Maybe tomorrow I'll feel okay
Outro
I don't know where I'm going
I don't know what comes next
But I'll leave the light on
And see what tomorrow brings.
I woke up late again today
Stared at the ceiling, lost my way
Got things I know I need to do
But I can't find the strength to move
I used to wake up with a plan
Used to believe that I still could
Now I just sit here wondering
When everything got this damn hard
Pre-Chorus
I've been trying, God knows I've tried
Putting on a smile I don't feel inside
Everybody says, “Just keep going”
But what if I don't know where I'm going?
Chorus
I don't feel it anymore
That fire I had before
I keep looking for a reason
But I can't find one anymore
I'm tired of telling myself
That tomorrow's gonna change
I've been standing in the same place
Watching all my hopes fade
Verse 2
I gave it everything I had
Maybe that's why I ended up this bad
Kept pushing when I needed rest
Kept saying, “One more time, one more step”
Now the nights are getting longer
And my head won't let me sleep
I've got all these things I'm chasing
But I don't know what they mean to me
Pre-Chorus
And I hate admitting I'm this low
'Cause I don't want nobody to know
I just wish somebody could see
How hard it is to be me
Chorus
I don't feel it anymore
That fire I had before
I keep looking for a reason
But I can't find one anymore
I'm tired of telling myself
That tomorrow's gonna change
I've been standing in the same place
Watching all my hopes fade
Bridge
Maybe I'm not broken
Maybe I'm just worn down
Maybe I don't need the answers
Maybe I just need to slow down
'Cause I've been fighting with myself
For longer than I can say
And honestly, right now
I just need to find my way
Final Chorus
I don't feel it anymore
But maybe that's okay
Maybe I don't have to have it
All figured out today
I'm still here, I'm still breathing
Even underneath this weight
Maybe that's enough for now
Maybe tomorrow I'll feel okay
Outro
I don't know where I'm going
I don't know what comes next
But I'll leave the light on
And see what tomorrow brings.
