Lyrics by Sam Kirkpatrick
artificial love
Genres: Pop, Rock
Verse 1 Woke up full of dread Loves spinning right round my head I don't know how I'm supposed to feel No one told me the rules of this deal Prechorus Am I ready for more? To sell myself and soar? Will I make it to the end? I don't think I'm built to bend Chorus It's not fair, I'm not true Where does love start and end with you? Falling from heights unknown Where do I fall on the spectrum of-? Verse 2 Living like a needle stick Full up but too dumb to quit It's tearing me apart, right from my heart I don't know if I'm capable of more Prechorus Am I ready to become? To learn the ways of love? Do you tell the truth? I don't think that I do Chorus It's not fair, I'm not real You said you loved me bout a hundred times right here Pierced by cupids cursed arrow Where do I fall if I don't trust-? Bridge Burned the bridges we walked over Told you I was just hungover Felt the fears I thought I wouldn't Lied to keep the thoughts just prudent Broke my heart without your help I told you I loved you as well It's hard to feel the happiness When you need me to feel my best And I could crash and burn so hard And I could fuck this up, oh lord There wouldn't be a reason though So I'll just go on with the show A wish is all it ends up being A functioning unloved machine And what it is is what it was There's no way to feel like I'm loved Chorus It's not fair, I'm empty You're the best thing to ever happen to me I don't care, I'm just stuck Thinking about all this artificial love
© Sam Kirkpatrick Jun 10, 2026
déjà rêvé
Genres: Pop, Blues, Singer-Songwriter, Soul
Verse 1 It's the end of the year Persephone's wish for our fallout to commence forever here For the lonesome period A stable time, unclear A lesson of truths, and wishing that I could picture your face Believe me, I'm not that way Pre Chorus And would Would you hold on to the memories that we once shared? That we once wanted And could Could you believe that I am no longer within my past? More so, I'm on the right path but Chorus Everything changes when you're underneath I could conjure up a dream, everlasting Where we'd be together, a moment in time But you're not around for the hope I can't find I try to believe that it's all for the better A painful reminder that I'm just untethered A constant in time, something I can't construct But we're passing by like a dream that I lost with you With me Déjà vu or déjà rêvé Verse 2 I watch from the sky A tainted perception from behind a lens coated in mystery Dissociating from here Was I ever right? I recall your image, but in a matter of seconds you fade Am I even awake? Pre Chorus And would Would I be able to materialize you within my dreams? Or would I hit reality And could Could it just be that you were something I had to create? To unseal my own fate, cause Chorus Everything changes when you're underneath I could conjure up a dream, everlasting Where we'd be together, a moment in time But you're not around for the hope I can't find I try to assemble a world in my mind Where you might be real and not destined a lie A figure of speech, something I can't construct But we're falling free like a dream that's I've lost with you With me Déjà vu or déjà rêvé Bridge I can see you walking towards the night I can see you walking towards the light I can feel you're no longer in my life I can't see you no further with my eyes I can see you walking towards the night I can see you walking towards the light I can feel you're no longer in my life I can't see you no further with my eyes Outro Hold me, soothe me, love me safely I've been hoping, I've been waiting I've been longing for your touch I wish that we could be in love Hold me, soothe me, love me gently I've been waiting for a century I'm broken, broken, broken still I've been hoping, hoping that you're real
© Sam Kirkpatrick Jun 10, 2026
pleasure
Genres: Electronic, Indie, Pop
verse 1 it feels like pain without reciprocal dismay a knot that's only too tight to fray for those who bear the strength we like to share, but not get caught in someone else's hair we're scared that it won't last long enough for them to care cause soon it's gonna end refrain so please just tell me what it is that I must owe to feel a semblance of all your daily lives cause I seem to be locked out of a learning curve that no one even dares to talk about on the outside verse 2 it feels like pain, a solitary confined space a synonym for what I wear on my face there's no such thing as strength a whored affair with the one and only king of despair unfair entitled roaming without a care that soon it's gonna end pre chorus so please just tell me what it is that I must show to intercept the backwards wiring of my mind cause I seem to be locked out of a learning curve that everybody doubts themselves about on the inside chorus cause this pleasures just a game are you sure that you're not in pain? the walls surround me like a maze it's hard to find the right path to take imprisoned in this cage cause my pleasure feels like pain pleasure feels like pain pleasure feels like- post chorus insane on the winter insane on the winter feeling x8 bridge pleasure and pain go hand in hand id make a change if I had the chance all thoughts must wait for someone's glance is this a fucking snuff film or just a shitty romance? cause I tried to fix this but it broke my heads in bits, I've had a stroke all feelings stem from one big joke I'm in the audience but I'm not fucking laughing at the show at the show it's all for show you're all on show chorus cause this pleasures just a game (can I revert back home now) are you sure that you're not in pain? the walls surround me like a maze it's hard to find the right path to take imprisoned in this cage cause this pleasures just in vain (can I resist your charm now) I know you all just fake it anyways (how do you stay so renowned) the walls construct two paths to take so finally lets eradicate our addiction to this game cause our pleasure is just pain outro insane on the winter insane on the winter feeling insane on the the winter (my pleasure feels like pain) insane on the winter feeling insane on the winter insane on the winter feeling insane on the the winter (cause our pleasure is just pain) insane on the winter feeling insane on the winter insane on the winter feeling insane on the the winter (my pleasure feels like pain) insane on the winter feeling insane on the winter insane on the winter feeling insane on the the winter (all our pleasure is just pain) insane on the winter feeling
© Sam Kirkpatrick Jun 10, 2026
pleasure
Genres: Electronic, Indie, Pop
verse 1 it feels like pain without reciprocal dismay a knot that's only too tight to fray for those who bear the strength we like to share, but not get caught in someone else's hair we're scared that it won't last long enough for them to care cause soon it's gonna end refrain so please just tell me what it is that I must owe to feel a semblance of all your daily lives cause I seem to be locked out of a learning curve that no one even dares to talk about on the outside verse 2 it feels like pain, a solitary confined space a synonym for what I wear on my face there's no such thing as strength a whored affair with the one and only king of despair unfair entitled roaming without a care that soon it's gonna end pre chorus so please just tell me what it is that I must show to intercept the backwards wiring of my mind cause I seem to be locked out of a learning curve that everybody doubts themselves about on the inside chorus cause this pleasures just a game are you sure that you're not in pain? the walls surround me like a maze it's hard to find the right path to take imprisoned in this cage cause my pleasure feels like pain pleasure feels like pain pleasure feels like- post chorus insane on the winter insane on the winter feeling x8 bridge pleasure and pain go hand in hand id make a change if I had the chance all thoughts must wait for someone's glance is this a fucking snuff film or just a shitty romance? cause I tried to fix this but it broke my heads in bits, I've had a stroke all feelings stem from one big joke I'm in the audience but I'm not fucking laughing at the show at the show it's all for show you're all on show chorus cause this pleasures just a game (can I revert back home now) are you sure that you're not in pain? the walls surround me like a maze it's hard to find the right path to take imprisoned in this cage cause this pleasures just in vain (can I resist your charm now) I know you all just fake it anyways (how do you stay so renowned) the walls construct two paths to take so finally lets eradicate our addiction to this game cause our pleasure is just pain outro insane on the winter insane on the winter feeling insane on the the winter (my pleasure feels like pain) insane on the winter feeling insane on the winter insane on the winter feeling insane on the the winter (cause our pleasure is just pain) insane on the winter feeling insane on the winter insane on the winter feeling insane on the the winter (my pleasure feels like pain) insane on the winter feeling insane on the winter insane on the winter feeling insane on the the winter (all our pleasure is just pain) insane on the winter feeling
© Sam Kirkpatrick Jun 10, 2026