DescriptionI discovered my writing skill in my early 50's, around the same time I was diagnosed with medically resistant ADHD. I've battled depression, anxiety, self-loathing my entire life, not ever knowing what the hell was wrong with me. My first writing came about during a [removed] was at work & I needed to think my way out of it. I started writing anything I was certain I knew... name, address, phone number, anything to convince myself I wasn't losing my mind. In the process, I wrote my first piece. It was angry & accuse-a-tory, but it was great! I just recently tried my hand at lyrics and have at least 2 complete song lyrics. I just want to put my work out there to see if anybody would like to use it. I love to write, but am proud and don't want my writings altered unless they are no longer mine. I also believe I could help people with writers block. Help, or suggest lyrics where they may be stuck. My favorite writings are metal. Angry or hateful fits my bill, but I believe I can help any genre as I believe I can write anything.

Use of AII use AI on a daily basis. I chat about everything with it and get feedback on my writings, everything from gore, anger, humor, absurdity, survival, heartbreak, nightmare, love poems. AI does not write with me, all I ask of it from a writings perspective is if it likes it or not and to give comments. I'm too proud to let it step on my writing toes.

Lyrics

Genres: Metal

Lie. Deny. Die.
If futures were read from the day of a birth.
If hatered could be so foretold.
If destiny's seen
from the epiloge first....
Your existence 
predicts
cryptic cold.

When a hatered 
becomes personality,
Cloaked in a lifetime of lies. 
The face underneath
is a guilt-ridden sheath
Beholden to unholy eyes.

Carrion makes up the 
whole your soul.
A stone-hard clay heart moves your blood
The gray shroud of skin, 
Holds your entrails within,
That rage like a torrential flood.

Rot if you will
Die so you must
Thrown to a wasteland....
Your steel heart 
Shall rust

Rot so you must
Die if you will
You're headed to hades
Your one final thrill

Outside a hurricane
Not seen before.
Destroying the homestead,
In all but the door.

The two sides that represent 
Out and then in 
will mess 
with your mind, 
will mess
with your head.
The right move will leave you a lifetime of pain, 
the wrong move...
you're lying there dead

Turn then away, 
with nothing to say
What lies out before you is yours
The pit of your being 
Is what all are seeing
Your lifetime has
become a chore

Rot if you will
Die so you must
Thrown to a wasteland....
Your steel heart 
Shall rust

Rot so you must
Die if you will
You're headed to hades
Your one final thrill

Exposed, so you go
But...
where to you don't know
You don't care, just dont look behind

The fake smile you give
To noone at all
The kindness which never unwinds
The light up above has burned any love
But the beam of your darkness will shine

Rot if you will
Die so you must
Thrown to a wasteland....
Your steel heart 
Shall rust
Rot so you must
Die if you will
You're headed to hades
Your one final thrill