Lyrics by Loriane Xx
I Don't
(Verse 1) Little white pills on the nightstand,
Doctor says, "Take them, you'll understand."
Numb the pain, erase the weight,
But I'm still trapped in a chemical state.
(Pre-Chorus) Swallowed hope in a bitter dose,
Clock ticks slow, but the high is so damn close.
Empty bottles, hollow eyes,
Trading sleep for some alibis.
(Chorus) I'm locked in a chemical cage,
Silver chains wrapped in cellophane rage.
They tell me I'm safe, they tell me I'm sane,
But I feel like a ghost in a medicated haze.
(Verse 2) Blue ones for the morning light,
Red ones just to kill the night. Labels screaming, warning signs,
Still, I chase the neon lines.
(Pre-Chorus) Swallowed hope in a bitter dose,
Clock ticks slow, but the high is so damn close.
Empty bottles, hollow eyes, Trading sleep for some alibis.
(Chorus) I'm locked in a chemical cage,
Silver chains wrapped in cellophane rage.
They tell me I'm safe, they tell me I'm sane,
But I feel like a ghost in a medicated haze.
(Bridge) Doctor's orders, call it fate, Is it healing, or just escape?
Tired lungs, empty veins, No more feeling, no more pain.
(Outro) Little white pills on the nightstand, Doctor says, "Take them, you'll understand." But I don’t No, I don’t.
Doctor says, "Take them, you'll understand."
Numb the pain, erase the weight,
But I'm still trapped in a chemical state.
(Pre-Chorus) Swallowed hope in a bitter dose,
Clock ticks slow, but the high is so damn close.
Empty bottles, hollow eyes,
Trading sleep for some alibis.
(Chorus) I'm locked in a chemical cage,
Silver chains wrapped in cellophane rage.
They tell me I'm safe, they tell me I'm sane,
But I feel like a ghost in a medicated haze.
(Verse 2) Blue ones for the morning light,
Red ones just to kill the night. Labels screaming, warning signs,
Still, I chase the neon lines.
(Pre-Chorus) Swallowed hope in a bitter dose,
Clock ticks slow, but the high is so damn close.
Empty bottles, hollow eyes, Trading sleep for some alibis.
(Chorus) I'm locked in a chemical cage,
Silver chains wrapped in cellophane rage.
They tell me I'm safe, they tell me I'm sane,
But I feel like a ghost in a medicated haze.
(Bridge) Doctor's orders, call it fate, Is it healing, or just escape?
Tired lungs, empty veins, No more feeling, no more pain.
(Outro) Little white pills on the nightstand, Doctor says, "Take them, you'll understand." But I don’t No, I don’t.
Shadows of My Mind
Waking up with a heavy heart
Dark clouds hanging over me
Can't shake off this feeling of despair
It's like a weight I can't bear
I wanna cry, let it all out
Tears falling like rain, washing away my doubt
[Chorus]
I'm trapped in this bad mood
Lost in the shadows of my mind
I wanna cry, let the pain unwind
Maybe then I'll find some peace to soothe
Every smile feels like a lie
Hiding the storm that rages inside
I long for a moment of release
To let go of this inner unease
I wanna cry, let it all out
Emotions overflowing, there's no room for doubt
[Chorus]
I'm trapped in this bad mood
Lost in the shadows of my mind
I wanna cry, let the pain unwind
Maybe then I'll find some peace to soothe
In the darkness, I search for light
Hoping for a glimmer to make it right
[Chorus]
I'm trapped in this bad mood
Lost in the shadows of my mind
I wanna cry, let the pain unwind
Maybe then I'll find some peace to soothe
Dark clouds hanging over me
Can't shake off this feeling of despair
It's like a weight I can't bear
I wanna cry, let it all out
Tears falling like rain, washing away my doubt
[Chorus]
I'm trapped in this bad mood
Lost in the shadows of my mind
I wanna cry, let the pain unwind
Maybe then I'll find some peace to soothe
Every smile feels like a lie
Hiding the storm that rages inside
I long for a moment of release
To let go of this inner unease
I wanna cry, let it all out
Emotions overflowing, there's no room for doubt
[Chorus]
I'm trapped in this bad mood
Lost in the shadows of my mind
I wanna cry, let the pain unwind
Maybe then I'll find some peace to soothe
In the darkness, I search for light
Hoping for a glimmer to make it right
[Chorus]
I'm trapped in this bad mood
Lost in the shadows of my mind
I wanna cry, let the pain unwind
Maybe then I'll find some peace to soothe
You and I
I see you standing there, with a look in your eyes
Lost in the chaos, but trying to rise
Are you okay, in this world so unkind?
I wanna be your shelter, let me ease your mind
Chorus
In a world full of disaster, you're my one and only master
Together we'll survive, holding onto each other tight
I see you, waiting in the morning without a simple breathe
Babe, are you okay? In this world full of disaster
The storms may rage on, but we'll stand strong
Through the battles we'll fight, we'll belong
I'll be your rock, your guiding light
Together we'll conquer every plight
Chorus
In a world full of disaster, you're my one and only master
Together we'll survive, holding onto each other tight
I see you, waiting in the morning without a simple breathe
Babe, are you okay? In this world full of disaster
Let's weather the storm, hand in hand
Our love will withstand all that we can't understand
Chorus
In a world full of disaster, you're my one and only master
Together we'll survive, holding onto each other tight
I see you, waiting in the morning without a simple breathe
Babe, are you okay? In this world full of disaster
Lost in the chaos, but trying to rise
Are you okay, in this world so unkind?
I wanna be your shelter, let me ease your mind
Chorus
In a world full of disaster, you're my one and only master
Together we'll survive, holding onto each other tight
I see you, waiting in the morning without a simple breathe
Babe, are you okay? In this world full of disaster
The storms may rage on, but we'll stand strong
Through the battles we'll fight, we'll belong
I'll be your rock, your guiding light
Together we'll conquer every plight
Chorus
In a world full of disaster, you're my one and only master
Together we'll survive, holding onto each other tight
I see you, waiting in the morning without a simple breathe
Babe, are you okay? In this world full of disaster
Let's weather the storm, hand in hand
Our love will withstand all that we can't understand
Chorus
In a world full of disaster, you're my one and only master
Together we'll survive, holding onto each other tight
I see you, waiting in the morning without a simple breathe
Babe, are you okay? In this world full of disaster
