Lyrics by DOLEEN BEAGENT
My Rock
How can someone make you feel so safe and sound and at home
Their presence is all you need and want when you are feeling all alone
Ive had the thoughts how life would be much better without me here,
So calm, no tears, no moaning,
Just fun, Love and glee!
my person, my home my safety my rock,
to leave him on this earth alone is something I need to block.
He makes me feel im special,
He makes me feel okay,
He makes me feel like a deserve to live,
Every single day.
Mental health is brutal,
Mental health is hard,
Its harder on your loved ones,
To be dealt this difficult card.
I love my family, I love my life, I just hate me, I wish I could just figure out how to just "be".
my person, my home my safety my rock,
to leave him on this earth alone is something I need to block.
He makes me feel im special,
He makes me feel okay,
He makes me feel like a deserve to live,
Every single day
I love him, I love him, I love my home.
Their presence is all you need and want when you are feeling all alone
Ive had the thoughts how life would be much better without me here,
So calm, no tears, no moaning,
Just fun, Love and glee!
my person, my home my safety my rock,
to leave him on this earth alone is something I need to block.
He makes me feel im special,
He makes me feel okay,
He makes me feel like a deserve to live,
Every single day.
Mental health is brutal,
Mental health is hard,
Its harder on your loved ones,
To be dealt this difficult card.
I love my family, I love my life, I just hate me, I wish I could just figure out how to just "be".
my person, my home my safety my rock,
to leave him on this earth alone is something I need to block.
He makes me feel im special,
He makes me feel okay,
He makes me feel like a deserve to live,
Every single day
I love him, I love him, I love my home.
Anxiety has owned me
Through life there are always difficulties that appear in different ways,
Things you wish you could avoid,
But they somehow appear to stay.
Family fallouts cause some trauma, in ways I cant explain,
My heart was breaking,
My mind just filled with tears
My chest was tight, like I couldnt breathe
Anxiety has owned me for far too many years
I lost 2 special people,
My love for them so pure,
From the moment i held them in my arms,
The love will be always, for sure.
My hope will always be, they come back to me,
When they are ready, when they are sure, and thats where they want to be.
My heart was breaking,
My mind just filled with tears
My chest was tight, like I couldnt breathe
Anxiety has owned me for far too many years
Mental health takes time to heal,
Mental health is not an easy path,
The day they come back to me,
Will clear some of this path.
My heart was breaking,
My mind just filled with tears
My chest was tight, like I couldnt breathe
Anxiety has owned me for far too many years
Things you wish you could avoid,
But they somehow appear to stay.
Family fallouts cause some trauma, in ways I cant explain,
My heart was breaking,
My mind just filled with tears
My chest was tight, like I couldnt breathe
Anxiety has owned me for far too many years
I lost 2 special people,
My love for them so pure,
From the moment i held them in my arms,
The love will be always, for sure.
My hope will always be, they come back to me,
When they are ready, when they are sure, and thats where they want to be.
My heart was breaking,
My mind just filled with tears
My chest was tight, like I couldnt breathe
Anxiety has owned me for far too many years
Mental health takes time to heal,
Mental health is not an easy path,
The day they come back to me,
Will clear some of this path.
My heart was breaking,
My mind just filled with tears
My chest was tight, like I couldnt breathe
Anxiety has owned me for far too many years
Where is it I fit in?
Will we talk about the journey back,
The journey back to help?
When your told you get some time away, spending some time with your loved ones, you let off what id call a yelp!
Where is it i fit in?
In my home?
In my help?
I just don't understand!
Some day my heart will heal,
Some day I'll understand.
The excitement of stepping out,
The excitement of going home,
Makes you realise how important it is to take each stepping stone.
You step into that car,
With nothing but hope in your heart,
But the hustle of the world outside,
Just makes things crumble apart.
Where is it i fit in?
In my home?
In my help?
I just don't understand!
Some day my heart will heal,
Some day I'll understand.
You have some time with your loved ones,
You have some space to be, then you realise the hours have past,
Now its time to not be free.
The locking of every door,
The keys become so loud, back in my help, to fix my heart thats sore.
Where is it i fit in?
In my home?
In my help?
I just don't understand!
Some day my heart will heal,
Some day I'll understand
The journey back to help?
When your told you get some time away, spending some time with your loved ones, you let off what id call a yelp!
Where is it i fit in?
In my home?
In my help?
I just don't understand!
Some day my heart will heal,
Some day I'll understand.
The excitement of stepping out,
The excitement of going home,
Makes you realise how important it is to take each stepping stone.
You step into that car,
With nothing but hope in your heart,
But the hustle of the world outside,
Just makes things crumble apart.
Where is it i fit in?
In my home?
In my help?
I just don't understand!
Some day my heart will heal,
Some day I'll understand.
You have some time with your loved ones,
You have some space to be, then you realise the hours have past,
Now its time to not be free.
The locking of every door,
The keys become so loud, back in my help, to fix my heart thats sore.
Where is it i fit in?
In my home?
In my help?
I just don't understand!
Some day my heart will heal,
Some day I'll understand
My Bunch of Hoots
I sit and watch the trees sway,
Mesmerized by every move.
Standing tall, majestic, steady,
As if nothing could undo them.
So many friends have been my trees
When my own mind came loose.
One friend brings a little peace,
Sits and paints my nails.
Such a simple, thoughtful thing—
Exactly what I need.
A gentle word of love and calm,
A truth I can believe.
I know she cares; she wants to help,
Though sometimes I find that hard.
But this time I’ll let her words
Settle softly in my heart.?
Another friend arrives with love,
And the whole room starts to smile.
Everyone could use her warmth;
I need it here awhile.
She listens close, she doesn’t judge
The tears I can’t disguise.
There’s kindness in the way she looks—
A safe place in her eyes.?
One friend has been beside me long,
She might as well be family.
When I need her, day or night,
She’s there so faithfully.
A social butterfly who speaks
When I can’t find my words;
She sees my unease and helps me breathe,
And lets my voice be heard.?
One friend brings a steadiness
That feels a little like home.
She holds my hand; I feel it then:
I don’t have to stand alone.
She’ll stop by without a word,
No questions, just appear.
I love her with my whole heart;
She makes the road feel clear.??
Finally, i don't forget my friend,
100s of miles away,
Friends since our life of fun,
Despite her own struggles, she stays,
She sends messages of love
She sends messages of laughter,
Though the distance keeps us apart, i love her and,
She'll forever be in my heart.
You are the friends I see in trees,
The trunk, the branches, leaves, and roots.
You hold me up through changing days,
My lovely, splendid bunch of hoots.
Thank you for the shelter you give,
For every small and steadfast thing.
You are the friends who help me stand,
And make my heart feel safe again.
[Outro]
So when I watch the branches sway,
I think of all of you.
My friends, my steady trees, my roots,
I’m grateful through and through
My beautiful bunch of hoots.
Mesmerized by every move.
Standing tall, majestic, steady,
As if nothing could undo them.
So many friends have been my trees
When my own mind came loose.
One friend brings a little peace,
Sits and paints my nails.
Such a simple, thoughtful thing—
Exactly what I need.
A gentle word of love and calm,
A truth I can believe.
I know she cares; she wants to help,
Though sometimes I find that hard.
But this time I’ll let her words
Settle softly in my heart.?
Another friend arrives with love,
And the whole room starts to smile.
Everyone could use her warmth;
I need it here awhile.
She listens close, she doesn’t judge
The tears I can’t disguise.
There’s kindness in the way she looks—
A safe place in her eyes.?
One friend has been beside me long,
She might as well be family.
When I need her, day or night,
She’s there so faithfully.
A social butterfly who speaks
When I can’t find my words;
She sees my unease and helps me breathe,
And lets my voice be heard.?
One friend brings a steadiness
That feels a little like home.
She holds my hand; I feel it then:
I don’t have to stand alone.
She’ll stop by without a word,
No questions, just appear.
I love her with my whole heart;
She makes the road feel clear.??
Finally, i don't forget my friend,
100s of miles away,
Friends since our life of fun,
Despite her own struggles, she stays,
She sends messages of love
She sends messages of laughter,
Though the distance keeps us apart, i love her and,
She'll forever be in my heart.
You are the friends I see in trees,
The trunk, the branches, leaves, and roots.
You hold me up through changing days,
My lovely, splendid bunch of hoots.
Thank you for the shelter you give,
For every small and steadfast thing.
You are the friends who help me stand,
And make my heart feel safe again.
[Outro]
So when I watch the branches sway,
I think of all of you.
My friends, my steady trees, my roots,
I’m grateful through and through
My beautiful bunch of hoots.